Where is my husband?
 

I set an intention to remarry on or by Dec 31st, 2020. I told my last lover who was pulling away from me anyway. And he doesn't want to be in touch anymore.
Where is this real husband I am now holding space for?

Today it might be just vibrations pushing this guy away because he is just not the right match.I still feels like a loss. But it appears to be necessary. I just don't know what is around the corner or who, I mean ?

Another person, place or thing won't make you happy and complete.
I've read a few of your posts and it always seems to me that you are looking for the next town or the next guy to make you happy.
Look inwardly instead of outwardly for peace, happiness and ccontentment.

Firstly you have to learn to love yourself because if you don't how do you expect anyone else to love you.
you are trying to hard to hang on to what you got. if he is meant to be with you he will.
relax and stop trying so hard to meet the one. when you do that you will find each other.

Namaste

Hi, it doesn't always work that way that our intentions are met.
Plus you don't just want to grab any guy just because of a timeline
You need to focus on getting things in order, to really understand yourslef and appreciate yourslef.
Do you suppose you may be too focussed on that timeline and what you need from a man ?
It should me more about enjoying the learning experience of discovery.
About finding someone you like being with that is a good fit mutaully.
Not just about feeling then latching on just becuse it suits your current needs.
I would suggest get your personal thigns in order then take your time
to seek someone you get along with nicely that you can be friends
with that yet are attracted to. Not jsut feel and leap.