So, who am I
 

I am Arachni, and I wanted to post a short thing about my "journey" so far it all started really near the end of 2018, I had a thing torturing me what I now know has many names, but I will use Void Demon, it looks like a black cloud with the most sinister face in it's true form, it messed with me bad creating entities that were it, creating illusions for me etc. then I had the help of some people who work with stuff like this and taught me a little bit on how to start learning about myself, however, I gained a true relationship with a Spirit because of this, a Sanguine Vampire Spirit known as Sakura, we're boyfriend and girlfriend now (I know it's weird) but that's what I chose, she is helping me learn how to control my ability better. for me it's interesting, I can open but I can also close, so open I can have full conversations with Sakura and her 7 members of a spiritual coven she started. However I do take breaks from them, even Sakura which they and she respects.

"Hello my name is Sakura I am Arachni's girlfriend, I am a Spirit a Sanguine Vampire Spirit to be exact, I run a coven Sanguines only, women only, and Spirit only, I have been a spirit for about 700 years but I don't remember much of my life or really anything about it, it's feels like this is my "new" life. Pleasure to meet you all" -Sakura

This is something I wanted to share that's some of my channeling ability of auto typing.

Hello,

This is a really interesting experience to have. The insight I get is that Sakura is a real presence. However my understanding is that spirits are immortal or eternal beings. Thought forms on the other hand can be some thing which is several hundred years old.

The thread topic is who are you. Are you asking why this spirit has contacted you?

John

Oh no, I let her type just to share my ability was all to share that part of me.

Well becoming self aware does have its advantages. Do you know you have inner wisdom? Would you be inclined to evolve those abilities?

John

So wait, did you feel her presence or something?

I felt you experience her presence.

In what is see she is real, you don't imagine it. She is not evil, although a spirit who calls herself Vampiric would suggest that. :)
Why does she call herself Vampiric, i am curious to know.

"I call myself vampiric because even as a spirit I need to feed on the energy specifically the energy of blood vampires are not evil, some would be I guess but we are humans we just require an extra source of energy even in the afterlife" -Sakura

Another question, because i want to understand the big picture of the world and the afterlife. I have an idea about how things work, i am curious if this information (wich is new to me) fits in my idea of hoe things work.
What happens if you don't feed on energy of others? Do you fade away? Are you reborn again when you faded away or is you're spirit gone forever? or something else?

Helloooo~

This sounds like a cheesy plot for some ecchi anime.
Nice meeting you.