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evry man i fall for is gay or marrrred thy r
i fall for gay men all tim i do
gay men sendd me vibs thy do
why i dnt no
1 of my frinds is gay he dnt giv me vibs he dnt but we gid frinds we r
i flt duthgn for sum 1 els not son lng i did but yep he wz gay
but i respt is a frinds i do
is i me or im not onl 1gets stuk on gay men

Well, what you need from them? Are you afraid to form close relationships?
I usually am. Search search and find the mistery behind.

yep inw way ia m clos re;shps i am afrad of getin clos 2 sum 1

I try sometimes even though I'm afraid, but noone really wants me. I always get slapped around. The one time I was with someone who actually wanted me I was still so afraid of the other foot dropping that I just completely closed down. Because that is all I've known, the other foot dropping... I don't think I'll ever get past it.

i worry im not gud enuf for pepepel i do
thn i relze stay singlee so i will notg et get hurtt i will not
1 or 2 askt me ort but iv tld thm thy can do betr thm me
it tims i prefr 2 liv in my ownn small wold i do

I almost do too... I made a nice nest here and I'm kinda like, do i really WANT the hassle of having someone else imposing their will on me?

yep i feal moree happyr in my own wold i do just me my cats
i go on linee wen i wnt 2
lson 2 my own cds wen i need 2
my own tv wen i need 2

i thng wen u get 2 a setnen agee grp u prefr yore own compy u do
im 1 of thess on hear im ok
but in humenn wold i dnt lk 2 let no 1 in i dnt

Cats and aliens. Good choice :)
I had 10 cats and 3 were sleeping with me. It was madness. Im glad it is over :)

yep its way i refr preffr it i do