Maybe. I don't think we'll ever figure it out.

Slayer....I realize my response was a bit flippant. ...but basically accurate.
Some situations and lessons in life can be hard.....I've had a few of those too.

To expand on what I meant.....you are always in control of where things are going....if you don't like the direction your life is taking.....you have it within you to change it.

Analysis things....what could you do differently?. ...what bothers you the most?

And take steps to move in a new direction away from those things. ...