I need someone exp in seeing past and resolving my big problem
 

I would like to do it via pm or live chat.I dont know if this is right place to ask and post something like this, but would really appreciate any kind of help :)

what kind of help you looking at

Know yourself , meditate and find the answer , no money involved
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