Satan is talking to me???????????
 

I hear voices, they have identified themselves as:
Satan (when I hear Satan, it is SCARY and DEMONIC, I keep the lights on all day & night when I hear it).
The Queen (not sure what queen, it's a female voice)
Jesuits (this is a group of different human voices talking to me)

The voices tell me they want me to be the antichrist, that I am the horned beast and to do illegal acts including murder other people, threaten me that they'll set me on fire among other things.

I also smell Roses & Sweet Burning Flesh, feel invisible things touch me and taps on near-by objects.


What exactly is happening? How do you make it stop?

I have been labeled a paranoid schizophrenic however:
1) My nurse says I am not like the others she treats, i'm calm and don't talk outloud among other things
2) The shots that get injected into my body twice a month don't help despite it working for other people after a while who only get it once a month

Hi dalex. :smile:

Welcome to SF.

First, I am wondering you said the shots of the medicine the nurse has been giving you is not helping, have you told her this? Perhaps a change of medication may help with some things here, especially anxiety.

I know what it is like. I was put on a medication that did not work for me at all when I was diagnosed. I was diagnosed as you were paranoid schizophrenic.

Are the shots you are taking called Risperdal? It may be the certain medicine is not helping you.

I was given risperdal in the hospital and both my father and the Dr. who gave it to me had noticed it did seem to calm me down a bit. At the time I was agitated. I again was put on the other medicine one time while admitted and it just wasn't working. My father requested when I went in to see someone at a behavioral health place locally that I perhaps try risperdal and it has helped quite a bit.

Perhaps your medicine may need to be changed or adjusted a bit to help you through the times you are having, at the very least help relieve some anxiety.

Best wishes.

Blessings.

You can praying. Openning up a bible and readings the psalms out loud. I know people who this has worked for.

They tried a few different things on me, one stronger than the previous.

The first was risperdal.

I am on the strongest medication available that is proven to work and I am on the highest dose and taking it twice a month which is the max amount of times one can take it.

Nothing to suggest here, just want to say that with the proven to work thing, it just means statistically it’s more likely to work for someone... so there will be other meds that maybe only work for a small percentage, but they work perfectly for those individuals. I’m sure there will be one that will help so don’t give up trying anything they suggest, and keep telling them when something isn’t working for you. I wish you the best of luck in finding the right one soon :)

Hi Dalex

I am really sorry to hear about your problems.

I am no expert but i thought of something that helps me with panic attacks, know it's not the same problem not even close but when i get panic attacks i think i am going to die. I then say to myself calm down your mind is telling you your going to dying but the thing that really helps me is, that i try to know i am getting panic attack. That helps me allot.

Try it a few times, when you hear these voices tell yourself, I know it's the paranoid schizophrenic and it's okay the voices will pass and it's just the paranoid schizophrenic causing you to hear this voices and try not even worrying what they are saying just notice it's a voice. Easier said than done but try and see.

Very important that if it get worse or you feel more paranoid then stop!!!

Last thing, if it is really Satan, try sending him love. Try to love everything around you, like love everything you are grateful for and be grateful for all the small thing that you appreciate. That will help raise your vibration allot and attract higher beings that would help you and the demonic being or Satan do not like love and they might leave.

I wish you well in your fight with paranoid schizophrenic. I will be praying for you and sending you love and light.

Good luck

I just realized how I wrote that. I don't write like that. Don't know what's going on with my autocorrect!
But yea try praying.

When I was a kid I tried a oui ja board. The thing took off with a power of it's own and spelled out all kinds of answers to the random questions we asked. When I asked who was speaking it spelled out SATAN. This kind of scared me. I asked where it was and it spelled out "inside you". This really scared me and I never touched a board again, it's been about 55 years now. I have always thought that was really weird and scary until I realized what it meant. Satan is inside all of us! He's the thing that makes us doubt ourselves and doubt the truth. He's what condemns us with guilt and self hate. I don't think there is a real creature named Satan out there, he really does live inside each of us. To defeat Satan is to finally get control of your own mind and stop all the fear, guilt and hate! There is only one power!

ignore them. have doubt. Let doubt purge their essence from you.

When they speak, ignore it, doubt they are real. Doubt, doubt, doubt.

Believing they are real, and listening, is only empowering them.

Doubt, ignore, these are things told to me by someone much more advanced than me. I trust them, you should trust their wisdom too. It comes from a long line of spiritual seekers and masters, people who have dealt with energy entities that are able to communicate with us through our thoughts alone.

ignore them. have doubt. Let doubt purge their essence from you.

When they speak, ignore it, doubt they are real. Doubt, doubt, doubt.

Believing they are real, and listening, is only empowering them.

Doubt, ignore, these are things told to me by someone much more advanced than me. I trust them, you should trust their wisdom too. It comes from a long line of spiritual seekers and masters, people who have dealt with energy entities that are able to communicate with us through our thoughts alone.

All those voices are your EGO playing tricks on you . That is what it does!

OK ...... you likely opened some connection to the sub-conscious and were NOT READY TO DIGEST IT CONSCIOUSLY !~ What did you do???? Mushrooms ....LSD ...... or some weird SPIRIT Gathering ??? Alright ..... doesn't matter anyway! that is for you just to be aware ..... you somehow opened a door to something bigger and were not prepared to DEAL with it CONSCIOUSLY!

You have some CONTROL though as you don't go rambling those idiot ego voices OUT LOUD! Good grief if everyone SPOKE ALOUD what thoughts were running through there heads ....... they would damn near ALL BE CONFINED !! You are not much different then the rest who hear "thoughts" you just call them voices ..... and that is not likely to go well! Ask 100 people how they are doing ??? and almost everyone of them will tell you "fine" "OK" ...... and almost everyone of them is LYING !

The Solution is the SAME no matter ~ FACE these STUPID voices and tell them to "GO AWAY!! YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE!!" and you may have to do this 10,000 times ..... yet each time you will WEAKEN them until they SHUT UP entirely! This is how ego works ....... and this is HOW the AWARENESS INSIDE you dissolves its preposterous stupid voices! PERSIST! and DO NOT CEASE to PERSIST! Write a simple prayer for Daily Help too ....... YOUR own Prayer! Centered from your own HEART! You are NOT an anti-christ ..... anti-christ is EGO! and ego CANNOT Co-exist with the Inner Christ (True AWARENESS) ....... every time you CHOOSE LOVE over FEAR you cast EGO out!

Hi Dalex,

One advice is to study and work with the virtues. If you continually praise the virtues as abstract qualities, within others and within yourself they will become more and more enlivened, nourished and strengthened.

Attuning to Virtue will help move you beyond the influence of negative influences.

Best Wishes,

James

I'm not an expert but make sure you don't overthink. You might think its satan but it's not. then you might attract evil spirit since your mind dwells or believe in their presence. Please always pray and just think of happy things that your family or you experienced in that way your positive aura came out. I actually feel the same way everytime I'm alone but think of funny things you can do to fight them like kick their asses or do something stupid to them haha.

Dalex, do they interact with you just at home, or is it everywhere? Get yourself an Electromagnetic Field detector and do a complete scan of your home. Some objects may be infused with negative energy that can affect a human that is vibrating at a similar frequency. You can get an EMF detector for as low as $20 online. Since you are here then you have come to the conclusion that there is very good chance that this is truly happening to you; so just know, where there is darkness, there is also the Light…

Also you may want to detoxify your system. Parasites, bacteria etc will carry a frequency that can draw in these negative energies. There are many helpful methods on the net to choose from. Your white blood count may need a bit of a boost.

Just a suggestion my friend…

I highly recommend reading this:

http://staciespielman.com/DemonicSpirits.html

It may help you to understand that no spirit or entity can use us as a channel without our permission, neither can they get us to operate for them unless we're willing, they cannot burn you alive for they cannot make their force felt in the physical world directly and no-one and no-thing can force us to do anything we don't wish to hence you are totally safe and protection lies in realising this. Faith, trust, belief, defining your concept of and connection to source will close the door to fear, we need a connection to the divine that we trust and that trust is built by asking for evidence and being shown signs, synchronicity etc unless psychic senses are sufficiently developed to receive info directly. The universal law is we have to ask them for evidence as they won't impose themselves or their will on us, neither will they frighten us but what they will do is protect you. My sense is that this negativity is coming from inside rather than out, best wishes.

I was trying different meds for 5 years when In 1999 they gave me Clozapine which I believe is the strongest med they have for Schiz. I know a bunch of people who are on it. It works well for me it's just the side effects. Drool, Sleep 12 - 14 hours at a time, Lethargy, and Blood tests every month... Despite all that my head is straighter because of it.

Also, I just wanted to add.. Even Jesus heard disturbing thoughts..

5 Then the devil taketh him up into the holy city, and setteth him on a pinnacle of the temple,
6 And saith unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down: for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee: and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone.

Voices telling him to go ahead and commit suicide.. But he didn't pay it no mind. Do you know in your heart that you are a good person? I don't care what the Voices say.. What do you think of yourself? Are you Kind? Friendly, and care for people? Do you do bad things? Do you steal, pester people, Murder?

This Satan Character wants a few things from you.. He wants to steal your peace, He wants to Kill your hope, and he wants to Destroy good livelihood.

Just because you can hear Satan either in your thoughts or audibly does not make you anything that they are trying to make you think. Think of it this way.. If a stranger came up to you and started saying things to you like "Go Harm such and such a person." is that really going to make you go and do it? Some stranger says that to you.. You would probably think he is strange and walk on. This is what you should do.. When this Satan character come up to you think to yourself about how whatever he is saying to you is not true, weird, out of your character, Harmful.. whatever.. if it isn't true in your heart. Acknowledge it as a falsehood.. "You are Lying to me", "You are trying to steal my peace, Kill my Joy, Destroy my Happiness and I will not have anymore." Then watch this "voice" pass by like a stranger walking by. Don't try to fight it just state your position and let it pass. Having voices like these doesn't make you a bad person so don't ever think that. Even Jesus had voices telling him to do Evil things.. The thing is to not entertain it.. Entertaining it is believing and or accepting what this voice is saying to you is true. Don't accept it.. It's trying to steal your Peace.. Dont let it steal your peace anymore.. Let these thoughts just pass away on their own without fighting them or pushing them or fearing them just see them for a short time and then let them go.

Yes Dalex, this has helped me a lot; learn the Lord's prayer. Say it when you experience these scary things. You may need to repeat the prayer up to 10 times but I promise you it will help. To be honest I don't know how it works but it does.

How is dalex now?