why do I have the urge to die?
 

I have the urge to die .. not to kill myself but just die

I'm not desperate or anything

but I don't know why

could it be from this memory that I have .. I was talking to my spirit guide before i was born ... and I asked him about someone .. and he told me that he died long time before me .. because he is a good person

I'm not sure if this is the reason why I want to die or not

any ideas?

why would a person want to die?

I would ask myself... why isnt the urge to live? Pehaps their is some resistance to life as it is. Perhaps its that life beyond in death, is perceived as more contentment to the soul. I guess their are many reasons why people wish to die. Is an urge the same as a wish?

you're learning to accept death I guess..

It could be curiosity, and you know what that did to the cat lol....no serious, it could be your inner SELF, calling to you, when one is Awakened, they realize this inner SELF, then they can come back and not even think of death, they know that there is no death.

I don't know also why isnt the urge to live
yes there are many reason but i have limit it
no an urge is not the same as a wish .. not at all
thank you ,,

I accepted it long time ago .. but maybe I accepted it too much :D

There is a lot going on in the Universe and people are having an urge to "go home". It's a part of the planets ascension and our heightened state of awareness. I also believe it's also part of being sure you fulfill your soul's purpose here.

Love, Light and Blessed Be.

My old man had a friend like this who worked with him, he wasnt suicidal either he was a normal guy but he said exactly the same thing as your saying.. and a few years later he actualy jumped off a bridge onto the Busy M25 that goes arround london, he tried to take his life, but when asked why he did it he said he didnt actualy remember a thing like no memmory of it, yet he didnt hit his head or anything so thats just completely weird.

A few months later he did it again and this time jumped off of Tower bridge (this is usualy where most people end there life its a hotspot for it now)
The thing is he didnt hurt himself at all apart from a graze, yet again he didnt remember a thing.. I dont know what to make of this at all, but the guy acts completely normal and he has said exactly the same thing although he isnt suicidal so yeah.. i had to reply to this post seeing as its just ironic that my dad knows someone in the same possition.

Also i will add that a week later he went beserk because he got Tinnitus (high pitch ringing in the ear) which medical services still cant propely identify the cause of, this led to him having a nervous breakdown.. So overall a very strange occourance for someone who was normal one minute and just gone the next. He also had no history of mental illness in the family.. so again "weird"

I never actually have the urge to die, but I do have days when I have to wonder "why." Why is my life the way it is? Why are things so hard? Why is the world in the state it's in? Why am I bothering? There is a quote I read somewhere once that has stuck with me:
"bored by the sheer monotony of the days."
This applies to me a lot - most of my days tend to be the same routine, and it gets boring...I think this is what leads us to the urge to just be done with it! However, I then get the moments that make me smile and laugh, or just feel total joy....and I remember the "why." Those moments are the why....hold on to them.

Dena: Why do you have the urge to die?
Because you haven't found the reason to live!

We all have a mission, a purpose in life. I think that you just haven't found yours yet.

We all incarnate on the earth to learn and to advance the soul, but more than that, to fulfill our life on earth we need to give something of ourselves to enrich the world; to make it, even if only in small way, a better, brighter, more beautiful place.