Help decoding the message behind this dream?..
 

Hello;
So im not usually one to be baffled by dreams because to be honest I rarely ever have them due to my sleeping problems but last night has left me utterly confused behind what actually happened and what the message is behind the dream I had.

Firstly Id like to state this was kind of a forced dream perhaps; I like to refill the pond of my lotus flower with fresh water to refresh my minds energy, which is what I did. I focused on filling my mind with the energy after a long meditation and it evoked this dream (remembering I dont usually have dreams, even ones that I can remember are more rare.)

It lasted for about 2 seconds then I was back staring into the dark pits of my eyelids yet it felt so real and that I was the one actually in the dream looking onwards.

What happened was I was surrounded by a Pink void as such, absolutely nothing besides this Pink surrounding me, and a lady guiding me forward by pulling my hand looking onwards. She is like no one ive ever seen before which is another reason why Im so baffled; Unique brunette curly wavy hair, young and short which is like no one ive seen or thought about ever. Another strange thing is that she was surrounded by a bubble of black "magic" like vines kind of protecting her I guess?

If anyone can help me with this I would be utterly thankful.

As an example I'm male, but at some point with the things they are teaching me it became obvious that that isn't my own preference... pink being the 'female' color in today's color-spectrum, they may be intending to teach you a bit about the other side.

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Thank you for this insight. It actually means more than I could comprehend before but this has opened my eyes a little more. So I started my teachings earlier this year where it was all a surprise; then it because blantantly obvious that this was my path as it was the path of a select few female family members I didnt properly connect to until I found myself walking this path; Thank you again.

:smile: I think I only once dreamed i was a girl... it was kinda nice... I don't think I ever dreamed I was transgender though...

Sounds more like a vision than a dream. A message to help you on your path. The subject being female would suggest that this is a message about your emotional body. Hair has to do with thoughts and it being curly could indicate some sort of cycling thoughts about your emotions or maybe that you are gaining progress about them in some way the curl being similar to the spiral which is symbolic of progress. Pink can be seen as a female color but also one of innocence. The young and short references could indicate that the emotions are meant to be experienced in the moment and for a short duration. In general a healthy relationship with emotions means we allow them to be felt, learn from what they trying to tell us and then release them. If we don’t allow them expression and explore why they have occurred when they happen they can linger for a long time in our emotional body wreaking all sorts of havoc on our well being and even physical health. So it is possible the vision is trying to help you see the innocence behind using black (negative) energy to protect yourself. This could be an indication that you ready to see the value of anger and negative feelings.

Many spiritual people become spiritual as a means to rise above the negative human emotions. I know I did. I thought if I could get to a loving place all the time I would never be negative in my thoughts, feelings and behaviors but being human is messy. We are meant to experience the positive and the negative as a means of learning. We aren't bad for expressing negative feelings like anger. Anger really is our protection. It alerts us when a boundary has been crossed. So I would just ask yourself what you do with your anger and upset. Do you have a tendency to rush past it without asking it what it is telling you? Do you rush to meditate it away without exploring the reasons why you are upset? If you do then it may be time to explore the darker emotions and see what value they may hold for you the vision indicating that they are there for protection and growth (vines). Human life is confusing. I do think on some level we are here to remember our true loving nature and so it makes sense that we would gravitate towards wanting to only experience loving thoughts and feelings but I guess we have to allow ourselves to pass through the fire so to speak to really gain the most value from the human experience. The goal isn’t to just be rid of bad feelings but to live with them and learn from them. It isn't fun that is for sure but it is worth it for our soul.