Something on my knee
 

My dreams have turned me into Neo from the Matrix and Spiderman. I can climb walls upside down or stick to them whilst making the worst noise you could ever hear. I can bend backwards by my knees and walk around grunting like a pig. I wake up shouting and its really loud, all the while the dreams that I remember are now really distressing. There's no way my next door neighbour hasn't heard me making this awful noise as I wake up, he must think I'm nuts.

Anyway, I've had a relatively normal one that still isn't normal but hey ho. I dreamt I had a small lump on my left knee and it got bigger. It was flimsy like it was made of clingfilm and when it got to the stage where I thought, I better get this looked at....I touched it and it popped and just deflated. There was nothing in it! I was with someone who was going to have some kind of procedure done, not an operation and the man who was going to do the procedure said we just have to wait for the others. Even though it wasn't me having this procedure, (I felt like I was there for support) I felt uneasy and said, nope, why would there need to be any others, I'm off, I'm not staying for this' and I walked off. The person I was with followed me asking me, 'what are you doing?' and as we got to this lift door, it opened and David Blaine was stood there. I said, 'lets take the stairs' and we took off quickly but I woke up at this point.

Can this be my ego that's doing this, manipulating my dreams, is this really a part of my enemy side?

I would say these dreams are a reflection of your enemy side but more your protective instincts. Spiderman and Neo are hero characters who try to save the world. You are trying to have super powers to overcome the obstacles (walls) in your path probably because the pain you are trying to overcome is very distressing to you. That said, the knee dream seems to indicate that if you go ahead and touch the issue that you will see it really isn't as big an issue as it seems. We hide from our issues because we don't want to hurt but once we try and get a handle on things we often see it wasn't as big a deal as we had originally thought. You are ready to heal the issue that you are holding in (tumor) that is preventing you from moving forward freely but a part of you is still a bit hesitant to face it and wants to run away. You will sort it out in time.

Thank you Michelle11 :hug2: I need to adjust my beliefs to get past this. Identifying the issue isn't so easy. There's so many but to get past one before you get past the next....its worse than a jigsaw puzzle.

In regards to being unsure what I'm communicating with be it spirits/ego/negative enitities etc, whatever, I let my emotions get the better of me and felt fear. I got angry yesterday and thought, what the heck am I worrying about a bunch of words and daft dreams for. I've done what I always do....looked at it from a negative viewpoint thinking, 'I've been deceived, I'm being manipulated....boohoo' yet whatever it turns out to be I'm learning something from it.

It is what it is! Onwards and upwards :smile: