abusive entity
 

Hi, I'm male and history was I started to work on chakras then entity got me totally. I'd love to confirm this is all true from yours and ways to deal with this.
Already recited banishments, have collected crystals in attempt to transmute negativity with no luck yet. Even talked to archangels, need to get that message out to archangels or divine help, probably need to know to this done this way correctly? I might be blocked from contacting outside help?

Kept me up many times, destroying dreams while sleeping, abusing me using sexual kinds like touching breasts and shoving at me with noises (heard bup, bup..) and can take control of my mind and keep me silent when I want to speak. Thinking anything many times shut down many times.

Thanks and cheers, stonecollector

I dont think this is a ghost or demon . I think its stuff you have repressed . Do some medatation and past life regression .

Update on this very controlling entity.
 

The entity is real thing and very active, can know what I am doing. Is that repressed memory? I did saw a white tiny orb flit about in my bathroom today. I had seen these orb many times too there as well in past.

Did carefully raising the spiritual vibration, can tell it is promptly cut off with no control, also can tell how entity's touching into my mind. Also entity does not allow me to think which is suppressed by force too and will tell me in mean voice tells me not to think. Is crystals supposed able to work even cannot touch them due to spirit's control over brain matter?

Sexual explicit warning: kept hearing entity's voice sounded like "penis" in row for long time and show me that thing in front of my sight while looking at anything like this monitor. And stupid stories too. Is that my mental problem? Every time I read, look at websites or watch tv, or the mocking voices also feel false emotions caused by entity's control, I don't think since how this entity behaved rather than mine's.

Heard voice saying "penis" repeatedly when watching tv advert a child play hammering wooden toy pegs into pegboard frame just very minutes ago.

Does not require to assist with help except really need to confirm entity is real or not by your spiritual divining?

Cheers, stonecollector

I was thinking more along the lines of human created thought forms . There real , just no consciousness . This may be a being of some kind .

This is a demon. Say out loud with authority "In Gods and in Jesus of Nazareth's name, I command you to leave"

Even saying" In God and in Jesus' name who was crucified for our sins, I command you to leave"

Turn on all the lights. Burn sage, palo santo wood, or frankincense. They can't stand it. If you have a bell then ring it. Meditate and ask your guides for assistance in removing it. In your mind or out loud, yell at it to leave and that its not welcome. Tell it to never come back. Then call Archangel Michael and ask him to make sure it's gone.
It should stop immediately.

As with another here, im giving you a piece of my shield. But for you a little different. Jeruboam is my Trubidor. He is an Angel. I want you to ask for him, and have him inject you with Axle grease. (A spiritual concoction to fight an infection of darkness). Afterwards you'll recieve the shield. And the shield envelopes the whole body

This.

I recommend white sage. Also, I have heard not to meditate with an evil entity because it can open you up to possession.

The evil entity is already present within. The terminaligy is oppression. The darkness is capible of going in and out as often as they wish. This person needs a spiritul doctor basically. The person will not be able to stop the darkness on thier own.

Im sorry for you. Spiritual Warfair is what i specialize in. And i can promise you the axle greese is very effective.

I am well aware of St. Michael the ArchAngel. We are like brothers. He is Angel i am human. Lol

The spiritual shield. It will not allow any other darkness in, and any that are in will want to leave

I'm sorry I'm kind of confused by your posts. What shield? How do you put it up and does he do it?

A concious mental thought will put the shield up. Like me putting sox on in the morning.

Ok, i have a spiritual shield. I can take a piece of it and give it to another. I give them to those who need it. Each piece is as great and strong as the origional.

When it comes to spiritual, the human thinking of physical limits doesnt apply.

Oh okay. Like a white light shield?

Best shield is understanding how to control your feelings, especially around other people

I am thinking similar as desert rat.

I went through, and am still going through to an extent, of dealing with thought-forms. Basically these things are manifested through our thoughts, even unconsciously at times.

They showed up doing the same things as what you are experiencing. This happens because a thought or feeling you expressed at one point, does not line up with your soul's view.

Once you conquer the source that is generating these thoughts, usually it will disappear on it's own, once your thoughts are no longer feeding it.

Hope that helps :)

-Trinity

To tell you the truth its a person with a motive. People can do stuff to others who are not aware of the role the "spiritual world" plays in our lives, although as you become aware you realize its not really a spiritual world as its just the world. They are using strategies, including having you believe its an entity, which is just a word that gets used to confuse young people, especially 8 teenagers. Become a rock. Clean your mind and learn to let go, love and focus.

Hey stonecollector, you have attracted a pretty powerful demonic entity. I don't want to scare but the saying as above, so below is just as true as anything. The spirit world has just as much complexity as the physical. For most spirits telling them to leave will work. With this entity it will not. It would be the equivalent to someone breaking into your home. I can help you out a bit more. Please inbox me. I need to get some details. Thanks

Its important that people understand how painful dealing with something like this, and calling it a "demonic entity", using language that scares people . i bet the person who wrote this will read your response and immediately feel some anxiety . what the troll assosicstion of retired criminals and bad phone numbers need to understand is that people can place attachments on people and make a people feel like Its some type of entity. These attachments can use your emotions and do things to make you feel a way that upsets you and makes you scramble to find out what happened. The best things to do is learn how to control your emotions , and you will becin control of self. Once you're in control of self , no "demonic entity " can bother you. In fact, these attachments have spirtuual instructions that expire once the person being "haunted" learn a how to ignore and get healthy and realize the discomfort goes away once you accept your attachment

If I haven't dealt with something like this I wouldn't even put my 2 cents in. I feel knowing the truth is the first part to breaking the cycle. Also to say if you have self control then nothing on the spirit side can harm you is actually ridiculous. I've seen many healers and mediums who have control of themselves get taken. I knew a healer who does great work and is probably one of the strongest I've met. He himself had something that had been attached for over 7 years providing the torment the user above describes. After removing it, he has been happy and understands the reality of this world even more now.

True. But much relates to that 3rd chakra feeling on your left side that gets exploited and used to take advantsge of say a kind young man with malice for nobody and who was seen as a potential distraction by an assosication where people are made to feel that a uni lateral bell tower climber with cave man arms and hands is a problem because of his ability to use his voice to bring people together and his light worker understanding. Thankfully he couldn't feel his stomach and exposed something that happens to 8teenagers and others pn a regular basis. Not anymore really. If you look close enough. I start to the possiblitly that how many of these people where loving with good intentions? And why so much emphasis is placed in your automatic phone direction pointer instead of a persons value with their heart on their sleeve

What do these terms mean? :confused:

I had to read that like 10 times because I don't know where one of your points ends and the other begins. Aside from that, I think I know what point you were trying to make but it had nothing to do with anything I said. If you are doing work in this field and can't align yourself. I would say that's a first priority. Second, how would any of what you said there help anyone... ever

I appreciate your voice and how strong it is. Its written in black and white which is a term used for the creative voices out there. Please understand i am using my own voice and experience to bring light to those who understand my voice and what we stand for. Which revolves around fairness and people being allowed to understand things that they are not privy to.

You do you man... I'm just here to help the original poster.

Sorry to be long in answer. Good to see your support, I really appreciate that so much.

Let me explain, took awhile to understand how entity acted, once I understood more what my entity terms is all about, I will not expose you with vulgarity. But kids safe terms instead, to be honest these true action is way too much to post here lest I get banned. :)

What I have is a entity good at mental control, trust me.
Basically what entity does is 2 things, two thing but same goal to attempt to break me, once I realized what entity's motive is all about, I'm much pretty past that part and intellectually knew and tired of entity attempts at breaking me. at all but honestly I'm real tired of entity antics. Second thing is my spiritual development is steadfastly totally blocked by entity's. Now second thing that necessitates prompt attention to expel entity like now is more serious problem is entity once in a month I experience severe stomach spasms for hours. Early on long ago entity used to give me hurt muscles via severe muscle spasms simple as a stretching out muscles with a yawn results in very sore muscle anywhere. I learned to be very careful about that part especially back. Annoying really.

Reality. I'm not scared off that easily, I've had been grown thick skinned now and had lot of respect for anyone who gone through this and everything even spiritual worlds due to my lot of reading on texts I can get my hands on.

Pudgenik, thank you for your offer of vat of axle grease! :) I included yours in my affirmations by listening to text via text to speech method just in case entity smothered me with wrong words if I say it myself just in case. Like I hinted at is I'm semi deaf since birth and understand vocal speech poorly. Entity learned to talk to me different way by mental messages mostly.

Let me explain what entity does:

Entity kept up constant mental pounding by shaking my mind on several tasks, imagine action movie where actors and things are being shaken in a big picture being shaken and props breaking apart make hard to concentrate to "see" what is going on with whole movie thing. Same thing with mental activity get rattled and I drop what I doing. Taboo mental activities: thinking, meditation, day dreaming. Also more importantly and worryingly is education learning, I plan to take a school again but this could be potentially a problem. Since I need this paper to open up more choices in future jobs. I have old school bucket load of excellent skills but hard to prove to potential employers via electronic employment resume submissions. All I have is high school diploma and did not finish college years ago.

Ok back to entity's method of mental punches:
But entity made this worse after smack me with an mind shocks and take over
like I call this an "mind" headlock fashion which is unable to move with action of thinking or speech is uttered sounded wrong till I stop what I am doing then control is released. If I think a thing, entity smoothly stole that thread of thought and not let me have nothing frozen in surprise empty handed. Think again, get mind slapped or more powerful mind "headlock".

Entity is also noisy via my ear drums, not letting me to enjoy listening to any sounds. And also uses my vocal cords like a radio speaker. When I am alone, try to voice a sound of words even not at entity at all, instantly mute. If I try, it's entity's sound instead of mine. Two weeks ago on Mother's day, was with my family at good restaurant saying "Thank you" to a waiter when served food which came out "Thank, Mom", family did not caught this one, I can tell was entity's doing as it partially grabbed my mind when I tried to forcefully say "-you", came out "-mom" instead. :( This happens all the time. If I call out "Mom!, and say friend's name". I would say "Bob! and say mom's friend name next. Grrr.

Crystals is not my salvation yet due to mental headlock too.
I can tell by entity's vibration around crystals like a sour coat around yummy treat, the major reason I cannot utilize the crystals properties yet.

Entity is also arrogant, talk backs also and always has last say on everything I do or say is "spanked" (via mind shock or sound of a "slap!") meaning "not supposed to do that" or basically a no to anything and entity likes mistakes, being mean, leave stuff where I dropped etc. I refuse to listen to entity's and apologized to anyone, clean up afterwards like drop a trash that failed to dunk into trash bin etc. And entity's word is sacred cow that I can not ignore which I kept ignoring. I kept telling entity to take a walk and entity refused to leave. Even I told entity about do you care or what about love? Etc. Entity just talks back like a bratty teen kids. Even I cannot say certain words like "no" at all and also "why" came out like "cry" or some words results in "swear word sound".

Cheers, stonecollector

Latest noisy entity forcing attention.
 

Today, I am suffering lot of noises I'm hearing now and see that sounded like how you see what mentally disabled person does, like rhythmic movement disorder with rhythmic sound in time with each movement. Slap! mental shock, can feel my awareness being shaken with each hit that breaks concentration and entity then forcibly shift my attention to entity's from what I am trying to concentrate on at hand in time with rhythmic dm-dm noise I heard from my ears and my vocal cords.

I do not have that kind of what mental disabled person does but forced to experience that. Also sometimes I feel the touch and hear high pitched screaming softly of negative sound as if person was not happy that I shifted my mind. Same thing when I am trying to hold crystal, I hear that same saying softly in a scream of negative sound and breaking my connection with crystal too.

Cheers, stonecollector

Update trying to send entity away.
 

I imagined full of light and also shared light with entity (imagined entity lights up with light within).

Then I ended up hearing "I own you" and see pair of bare feet propped up on the edge of table. That means being smug.

Tried saying the Jesus and bit of pray, I get hard hit of feeling (like a bang) and told me "Do not say that (censored)!"

Cheers, stonecollector

UPDATE with entity's mind control using my jaw movement movie
 

Next thing I heard is catcalls saying in a warble and bit loud high pitched is "gggggggggggggirrrrrrrrrllllll" in a nasty singsong sound. Even that kind of lecherous tone.

One more thing, entity played angry and made loudest growl when I tried to hold crystals and imagined different location and "punched" me on my shoulder too (twitched).

Most recent now I was browsing the ebay for large quartz, I hard entity talking in authoritative, singsong mean sound "Do not loooook!" few times and lot of mind slaps that jarred my concentration also harder to concentrate (feeling trying to fight to keep focused) and made eyes flinch and twitch with each slap.
"Girl do not look" mind Slap, "Girl, do not look" Slap endlessly and fast and faster into a rapid chant while looking at ebay on quartz crystals.

I also finally caught my jawing mouth in time with "Do not look!" chant by entity on video. Yay. I relaxed my jaw muscles slightly to accentuate the movement that not under my control, that was entity's doing. I also got eye movement caught on movie too while watching TV, I don't have diseases at all.

How can I share this movies here? I can email this too.

Cheers, stonecollector

Sounds to me like this entity is an attachment that does different things to alter your mindset. Pretend its a person you know who pesters you non stop. How would you react? Likeley you would shut down and ignore correct?

I do not just shut down and ignore. Reason I had to live with this trying to find solutions to send entity away.

Years ago, once entity showed up and realized what was happened in few days later, promptly did few steps to send negativity away. Even smudging with sage and started collecting crystals later on, which turned out to be another problem, reason is due to entity not allowing me to attune with crystals either. I can tell by how entity behaved and feel wrongness in my hands holding a crystal and cannot sing due to my mind in a headlock. Just understand that I refuse to let entity stay around ever. Yet could not send entity away by different methods.

I did post few messages over the years to here and one other forum appealing for help to drive entity away despite my attempts to send entity away.

Cheers, stonecollector

Sometimes people, I mean "entities" can really be a pain with their haunted house instructions and fear tactics from the maladaptive retired entity association of criminals. Likely a different person, i mean entity who is made to feel their maladaptive tactics are awesome

I concur. These people need to stop writing long narratives intended to put people who are dealing with instructions into a cluster spin of fear tactics

Did not mean to sound frightening and long narratives.

Reason is I did exactly with instructions by saying the revoking the entity and send entity away, sending healing light, shielding etc. Yet the entity refuses to leave and is laughing at me. My situation is different from yours, the difference is mind control and having trouble contacting divine beings. I have stated this many times before for years with no solution and I do need outside help.

Cheers, stonecollector

@stonecollector

I have lamost the same issues for over five years now,and still cant' get rid of it.
My muscles are pulsing in and out (as you said)and one time it tried to attack my left arm by ''streching'' the muscles so tight,that i almost cried from the pain.I was trying to mount a cleansing mantra to various part of my body,and i could feel that the ******* was changing locations inside me.

I believe it's a parasite that feeds from human energies.
And as you said i believe it's blocking me in every way it can,in order not to find external help.He can read my thoughts,he does ''physical'' noises like cracks and thuds,and it follows me wherever i go..

That tiny white lights you're seeing is a common sign of a psychick attack..
(i have them also)

do you live in a place like an apartment? or with lots of people living near by?

think of it as a person whose intention is to get you act a particular way. understand the intention, and act contrary to that intention

Dear stonecollector,

I’m the incarnation of AA Michael, so I can deal with extreme cases like this. On a scale of 1 to 10, I’d say these entities are as powerful as a 9. Demons are at a level of 10, and differ from the linear progression of levels because at 10, they gain exponential power. Even if it’s a high 9, what you’re experiencing might be horrible, but at the very least, it won’t get worse than it already is as demons can do so.

I’d say these entities are weak entities as individuals, but since they are grouped together, they can affect you very well. What I’ll try to do is basically get them to separate and scatter with certain lures. Angels under AA Michael can do this very well for us.

Their purpose here after all, is to gain power and energy as a group. They disconnected from the Source, and so they don’t have the energies to sustain themselves. Sucking your energies is like a drug in the spiritual world — they are addicted to it, so trying to use any polite tactics like calling on to ascended masters or “believing in yourself” is not useful.

I’ll use astral water to heal and send some those in the light that are ready for it. Then maybe astral fire with those who are not so ready. Green fire is particularly useful since the heart chakra is what they’re affecting most in you. It’ll be useful to allow more of astral earthing, but I think what you need is not groundedness but a rigid shield. More from the metal element.

You’re using the light element for your shielding. It’s a common misconception in psychic self defense. This is proper for healing and kinder spirits, but is not a good idea for entities as rude as this.

It’s much more useful to imagine metalic energies surrounding you, as well as electric violet fire around you. Beginners tend to have trouble visualizing this color in fire due to its intensity, so I’ll send some electric violet fire in remote viewing. The element of air isn’t needed, as you seem to be using affirmations and communicating your understanding of the situation well already.

Please go to my channeling The Wind Over the Sun thread for more information. I’ll also make sure to send the astral element of wood around you, as this allows for more of a sense of hope and optimism in trying a new venture.

Thanks. Please give an update so I can change my tactics if something goes wrong. List the mental, emotional and physical problems they create in you, as and I’ll try doing something about it. Don’t forget possible signs of progress, so I know if I’m supposed to sustain or strengthen a tactic.

See you, and take care.

Hello, this was not my case. Mine was quite exhausting. Someone on here at the time, inboxed me, and or I may have messaged them, anyhow, they said they'd done some work on it for me, and that it would take a few days to weeks. It took about another couple of months. I forgot that they'd done this work for me, as I was still receiving..... ...... & well, I get the odd bump in the night now, almost two years later. BUT NOTHING as it had been.

I know there are those on here that try to tell me, the things that go on, are all in my head, and are perceived only with the energy that I give to it. i.e. my beliefs.

They can be real, and true, and well I hope OP is able to get their issue's what ever they may be straightened out.

I will make sure the spaces I move into next have no open portals, have no residual beings, or what have you. They frighten me.