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it is a major road to break away all of anything that holds us back in any way. this whole year has been amazing for reaching personal goals. i'm at the point right now where i kno without a doubt dreams come true if you feel it and know you can turn it into a reality. its a knowing you can. you just can. and so you do. and there it is. tell me any of this stuff would have happened from my making and beliving 3 years ago and i would have thought you were making fun of me. It's been a slow and long transformation to regain my own inner power, confidence and strength and integrate masc and fem energies. it's still a process. but im seeing more light now than dark. i let so much go now. i've come to a point where my inner peace is more important than turbulent emotions consistently. all for what was always in my control. to hold it, or let go. my choice. and from there i could start feeling my inner self step more forward from out of the shadow. We'll get there :) |
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Hmmzzz somewhere during the day I began to feel restless, and right now it's getting worse. I cannot seem to focus, my mind keeps drifting to other things all the time. Tried to watch a series, but it's pointless.
I'm longing for my rhodochrosite, to have it on my heart chakra, but I cannot find it. I fear I have lost it :/ I think I've put it in my bra and lost it when out walking or in a shop. I only bought it about 2 weeks ago. I drove back to the crystal shop esp for that particular one. I had already left, was some 3 km from the shop then I felt it calling and I turned back. Expensive quality, not the usual variety. Apart from it being expensive, I'm just narked I've lost it and now need it so badly. Definitely restless. Skin around my nose is itchy, which if memory serves has to do with overactive adrenaline glands? Would make sense if I'm restless. |
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Lots going on I have been restless all day too, couldn't really do anything as such. Watched the 11/11 reading again because I just wanted to remember that this will all be fine. Lots of people are saying that this 11/11 portal is a big one. Those of us that move through it will have made big changes. I am taking tomorrow off - I just need the time to let my head go wherever it needs to go. It is my understanding that the next two days are very significant and there will be great uplifting for the twins and for light workers.
There is so much to gain from all of this, dependent on how well we are caring for self will inform how well we get through it. I understand that most twins are at a crossroads some will walk through and some will not. I'm not sure whether we know if we have moved through it. Oh I have been very hungry too, wonder if this is significant. Also finally I am sleeping better :) ... By the way grabbed my rhodochrosite, but couldn't wear any crystal strangely, guess the clearing has just got to happen. Maybe will wear it tomorrow when I have my day of calm. Love to you all ... |
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What a beautiful perspective on such a trying topic. Thank you! I myself have also been dealing with a lot of deep seated issues regarding childhood and relationship trauma. I’m only 26 and boy, is the work hard! I have my good days, but God, do I feel like I have days were I’m barely above water! I don’t think we really realize just how big of a process healing is until we are in the thrawls of it. The ego screaming doesn’t help much either! Everything needs a solution and it needs one NOW! It’s so hard to remember to be gentle with yourself and show yourself some compassion. I know with me, I analyze my triggers to death and find it incredibly difficult to not shut down when they keep showing up. I have to keep reminding myself that just showing up, is a victory in and of itself! The only way to move forward is by doing the work. And with the healing process being as painful as it is, I think the least can do is just admire ourselves for the fact that we are making progress and that we are moving forward—even if it doesn’t always feel like it. :smile: |
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I too am really needing my crystals right now. They are helping me to be calm and relax. I am in need of a lot of grounding at the moment. The vibrations right now. Really strong all the way around. I have my pink calcite out and my little pastel jade, my sky blue aragonite and my yellow quartz. All pretty pastels, my little friends! :) |
11-11 my b-day!
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Very special day to be born :hug3: |
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