I need help entity is attached to me can't function
I don't even know how to write this post. It's so much to explain and so hard to even try but the bottom line is that for the last few weeks I've had something attached to me that talks inside my head almost non stop. I had some readings from a reputable intuitive counselor and was so happy to learn that I had gifts that I could develop and do readings some day. It all started when I began spontaneously astral projecting and started doing research on what was happening. At some point while I was trying to learn to communicate with my guides and try to begin to learn to use these gifts something attached itself
To me and at first disguised itself as my guides and then said it was my higher self. It's gotten progressively worse to where I can no longer function. I barely leave the house and if I have to it's pure Hell! It can cause me physical pain, makes parts of my body move sometimes, I feel dead inside and can barely remember what it feels like to have an emotion of my own. I have isolated myself from my family only talking to them if I absolutely have to and I spend so much time on the couch. I'm not even able to watch tv because it is always talking to me. It doesn't tell me to do anything and isn't threatening me it's as if I have to sit and listen to a conversation in my head between it and me but I'm not even talking back to it. I did at first and now many of the things I said it just repeats to me. It's so hard to explain or think. It will tell me I will never let you kill yourself, and I literally want to die every day but I just can't do it. I have kids and I don't really want to die I just want it out of me. I want to interact with my fiends and family so badly but when they do talk to me I'm always so uncomfortable that I just want them to leave me alone. I've reached out for help but so far no one has been able to help me so I'm praying that someone here can shed some light on this and help me get rid of it. I would never have imagined having an entity attached to me Would be like this. I would expect it to be all horror and threats but it just seems to go in circles talking and talking and talking about things I may think about something or I'll look at something and it will go on a tangent about whatever it is and whatever memory it jars. It feels like the worst evil horrific case of add. I have no control of my thoughts because it dictates what I think. I don't know if any of this makes sense but I don't know how else to explain it. I just want my life back because I can't do anything I want to do. I just go around the house when I'm able to get off the couch and try to do some of the things I would normally do. Please someone help or tell me who may be able to help me get rid of this thing. |
I have seen things my whole life and the only thing that protects me and makes me feel free is the power of the blood of Yeshua. I don't know your religion but I would suggest trying this just to see what happens? It sounds like a dark spirit. Maybe ask him to intervene and set you free. It worked for me when I was 12 and my spirit guides threatened me after a freaky accident.
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Have a look at Josephine Mccarthy's work, lots of good stuff online or get her book https://www.amazon.com/Exorcists-Han.../dp/193399391X
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Thanks all for your replies. I am currently working with a paranormal team but it's just begun and I have no idea what they'll be doing yet. I will see how this goes and if I have no success I will begin to try other things and seek your help/and help From others. Had anyone ever experienced or heard of something attaching itself when meditating and eye and body movements were happening during meditation. And the voice is just almost non stop. I've read a lot and it seems that many people only experience the voice on occasion. I'm trying to find someone to talk to that has experienced something very similar or could shed light on exactly what it is im dealing with. This is so unbearable I just can't function. I can't believe this is my life now. I have to believe this will end soon!
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You might see a doctor and let him prescribe a medication that will shut that spirit up until you can figure out how to get rid of it.
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Im legit going through almost the same exact thing hearing voices in my head all day and energy clearings work its just they seem to find a way back to you if your energy is repetitive and or if your thoughts are repetitive. i used holy water in a spray bottle and it dimmed the voices but didnt get rid of them. As for your body parts moving on their own i have not experienced this i recommend trying to clear your mind. You arent alone though im going through this as i speak they are watching and listening to me.
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Well hers the problem, I don't have any control
Over what I'm thinking (or at least very little) the voice Just goes in circles commenting on my every move or it will Change and act as if it's me and it and talk to Itself as I listen. All the while making my body feel different physical Sensations some mild some almost unbearable. The voice qiets when I write so I can think to write but then it will get stronger and make The symptoms stronger. I can't do any one thing for Long It can make me cry at will, laugh at will or make Me feel almost nothing at all. Or will have me sort of Mimic the feelings I should be feeling but I know It's not me. So hard to explain! It continues to move random body parts at different times at different degrees and I used to not believe it had this much control over me but I'm beginning to see just how much it really can do and no amount of will power is working because I've tried to Fight and not fight, drown it out but when if I don't actually hear the voice I can still tell what it's saying. Sort of telepathically. When you have no Idea what it's "feeding" off of how can you stop It? and even if I could I just don't have control over stopping anything. I'm like a spectator in this nightmare. Not feeling much of anything and it doesn't get better. I just have times where I feel a bit more like myself and then BAM the whole Vicious cycle starts all over again.....with different degrees, words, different feelings and none of them are mine. I should be scared ****less after all it's shown that it can do but instead I feel very little or whatever it wants me to feel. I just hang on and hope and pray and research. It's a living hell. |
Demon. Nothing unusual. Know this, to help yourself: Any being that's of a lower vibration than your system will follow your command, if that command is in tune with the general order of things. So, you can command it to go into the light. Imagine a light pole which sucks in all energy which is actually wanting salvation. And watch with your inner vision how those energies leave into eternity. Don't mess with paranormal teams. They never know how to solve the problem but increase it. You just need a clearing. Also understand this, please: Nothing attaches to anyone unless it fits! Figure out, what the essence of this attachment is that corresponds with your system to avoid further attachments! Change your mentality! Be decisive during the process, stick to your decision that it has to leave into the light. Your "abilities" are obvious. Learn how to handle them more appropriately!
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I'm experiencing the same exact thing as OP, it talking to me all the way and controlling my body movements, etc.
Should I contact a priest and have them preform an exorcism? Yesterday I saw my Twin Flame along with Shadow People in my mind. |
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