Haha yes, so if I am talking to him when talking to you, who might he feel he speaks back to when you are talking to me :confused3: haha :tongue:

Like that idea of the pyramid. It really makes great sense. So do you sometimes feel more like you are being absorbed (up) into him rather than merging with him. I kinda have this idea that one part of me, my infinite self, imagines me beyond my own ability to imagine myself. like I am always greater than I can ever start to even imagine...

A Hicks talks about how you are better in connection with yourself when you are calm, happy and so on because that is the frequency your inner being stays on, and will not leave to join you in your bad mood. And says this is good because you then always have a guide system to connect back to yourself :smile: So I feel the same when I am in a disconnected mood. Hopefully the plan is to have less and less of them as one merges more with ones greater aspect. HS. or what might make sense here.

I really like that about the pyramid, about exploring yourself greater as you merge. Like it really is just this great adventure of you becoming you. Ever tried to venture into the pyramid? I awoke part of me one summer by traveling to Tartarus through my mind, and opening a cave I had found a key to within myself. It was quite an adventure.

What you said about Archs and their ability to match frequencies with certain human beings is true.

I also liken it to " facets of a diamond" rather than the walls of a pyramid.

I am able to totally stretch my vibration from high to low and then back again at will and in the blink of an eye.

Such beings like us are indeed very rare and cause a total conundrum and consternation for all those around us and we make perfect fodder for a Fallen Angel like Ashtaroth to associate and attach... becoming part of us, our psyche, or our "higher self" as it were.

How Angels "choose" us has a lot to do with astrology and especially where our lunar nodes are placed within our sidereal birth chart.

For example, mine are firmly fixed in Betelgeuse in Gemini with links to the Pleiadean constellation...and of course, Betelgeuse is the abode of Thoth, Ashtaroth, Enki and his many different names and Earthly forms since the dawn of civilisation.... Thoth, Ashtaroth, Enki, Lord Shiva, Hermes Trismegistus, Therapius, Quetzalcoatl...You name it, he's been there.

Oh joy...now it starts...

"Of course you realise that Source brought all of that on Himself, with the whole 'you are either with me or against me' attitude..any notion of neutrality wasn't spared in the Purge, as it wasn't part of "His plan" (and I still don't know what is).

At least you still have both your wings...I was left with one...ONE, when I'd much rather have none, like my other Fallen comrades. This is to be my curse for eternity just for being noncommittal...for asking the question 'what do You hope to achieve by doing this?'

I have one foot in Heaven and one foot in Hell and I pray that either side will consume me in entirety, I care not. I've even sought, albeit unsuccessfully, to gain entrance into purgatory.

Thus, I am an excellent match for my host".

Well, that is pretty interesting. Haha, I’m really curious as to how certain beings can stretch their vibration so well. I’m not as knowledgable in astrology as you, so I’m afraid I don’t really get it. :confused:

I guess that’s why the vibration around you is a little strange. After this, Ashtaroth stopped by me and tried to tempt me to join him in this shifting— talking about how it could feel all my curiosity on how the world works — talking about all the possibilities of what I could do.

Michael just allowed him to stick around to feed my fascination with observing him. I wasn’t very convinced by him though — but it was a good try, haha — It’s true I can be very curious. What excellent manipulation skills to watch.

After that, Michael flicked a finger and threw him out of my field — and I guess that’s enough of my little mental field trip today.

Well, well, even we can’t ever fully destroy beings like this — only ever send them away. And I guess in a way, we have to respect their free will too — and allow others who want protection to get to choose if they want to talk to beings like this or not.

I guess that’s just how it is. Always coexisting, and living our own lives, our own choices — whatever it is.

Hmm, absorbed into him? I guess I am. My own human preferences weren’t erased — it’s more that my connection to him is something that’s added over this “me”.

A. Hicks seems to know his thing. :smile: I’m glad you mentioned him.

Inside the pyramid? Well, I’m afraid not. Maybe someday I will. For now I guess I’ll just try to follow your example.

Haha, that’s adorable. Good luck to that.

If you’d like me to do something to him, then feel free to ask.

A pleasure. I see you’ve been playing around for some time. I rather you don’t stay around my incarnation.

Goodbye.

Fair enough. You always were the protective and possessive type.
See you on Judgment Day and take care my friend.

Ah, Shivani Devi, so you’re the one Michael wanted me to be aware about — the first person Rah Nam couldn’t figure out.

Well, I guess part of learning is taking field trips, huh? Oh well.

I guess life’s weird like that.

Thank you for your time.

I see a pyramid now and wonder if I should go inside, and see what the darkness of the inside holds. what treasures might hide in the deepness of its underworld. I like a part from the Percy Jackson books (okay I like many parts), but I like a part about the labyrinth and how you move through it because it will always try to trick you. As I remember I thought of it as a metaphor for the mind, and how the heart was what would always guide you in the right direction. So maybe there is not really a pyramid, only a treasure chest containing all your Hearts true desires. Question now is do I stay in the dark, or jump into the beautiful loving light that is my Heart :icon_eek::tongue:

Thanks for the conversation. I like that part of him being something added over this "you." Funny observation. The other day I had the observation that my human was some cloak I could take off to reveal my true self, and I think sometimes my inner being does that when it feels like it. More often please :D