i've often thought that jeremy. lamented my turning away and losing what came easy to me once. that dream sounds amazing...

thanks lapis...actually i remember talking to you about this dream before, on another board. my mum always told me i did weird things because i dehydrated easily...which i did...but does that explain all the "hallucinations"? my darling mum has a tendency to be an ostrich about things she doesn't understand, even if she does weird things herself....like KNOWING things she shouldn't. she comes from "fey" heritage as they say in scotland .