naturesflow
07-01-2016, 01:16 AM
In the walk of my own realizations I have come to learn that all that I thought I believed in has had to be released from me as part of the story and beliefs I held in me that moulded me into believing how life was.
It was challenging for me to realize that God was something I made up and the world made up in me. That I was taught to believe in something outside of myself. That controlled and maintained this world in some form.
It was also challenging for me also to realize that I was living through and ideal brought on by the greater world as being so, that in the shift away from everything, I had to be challenged to look deeper into the reflections offered in everyway to see life as it really was, not as others created it to be in me. Created and related to my own feelings and mindset.
Religion of course created and built a formation and shaped much of my beliefs in every way of love, fear/ heaven and hell/god and evil.
Through the process of letting go of everything in me that showed me my fears, my love, my beliefs and my religion, I came to see myself in everyway of that creation.
I came upon every feeling in me associated to all these things that I had somehow related as being truth to those things.
I came upon every belief tied into those feelings that created a world in me.
I become the connection of what the world told me I was, so I connected to the world as this.
In the undoing of it all, undoing god and religion in me, I realized that life was calling me back to something beyond all that. This process showed me myself within the unfolding of the world in me. It showed me clearly all the connections related to my own conditioning and feelings.
As I now sit with myself and breath and engage in life, I feel empty of it all those old feelings and all those old beliefs/conditioned patterns related, yet their is the feeling of being complete in me as one, without any of it.
The complete open mind and feeling space, feels beautiful, I feel at peace, I feel more connected than before, I feel in flow with life, I feel very much alive and enjoy being me, empty of all that I once was and believed.
I feel connected to life, yet nothing in me is holding these feelings to be. It is just myself as I am. Empty of the old feelings and connections to life, yet complete in feeling now with my connections to life as they stand right now.
It is just me.
So as I have learned through my own process, letting go of everything I believed in every way of itself modelled and conditioned in me, I was able to build new feelings, take much value in the whole of that story and conditioning and bring alive a new me without any attachments to those old beliefs or stories associated along the way.
Stepping from knowing into the unknown of you in this way, is what I perceived now as a total surrender. It is giving up your totality of you as you once knew yourself to be. Allowing yourself to grow from nothing into creating a new life in feelings and connections.
A natural unfolding and walk through it all to learn and see, open and feel, let go and just be myself.
I never imagined that life on this side could be so complete yet empty of even god himself as I believed him to be.
When I look around the whole world and at life in every way this universe is, I realize that in my own unfolding, I was unfolding to witness life as it is.
To simply witness and empty out.
A continual process of letting go over and over.
Letting go back to something in me that was alive in feeling, alive without anything connected to that feeling. It was and is just feeling.
Some call this centre, god, spirit, oneness.
Yet as I am connected and alive, breathing and witnessing now, I am really only aware.
Aware of life as it is as I am in each moment.
Nothing more or less.
Aware of myself moving, living and being me.
I still have a personality of course. I enjoy life, but life feels, simple here in this place.
There is no rush, it feels slow and steady, balanced and focused right here and now.
I suppose you could say I am listening to myself and life as it is.
I listen to you and the world as it is by how I listen to myself.
As it will be, it will be.
I let go into life and living now.
Let life reveal itself to me as I am now.
A new journey and a new adventure of my own creation as I am now.
One with the world as it is.
It was challenging for me to realize that God was something I made up and the world made up in me. That I was taught to believe in something outside of myself. That controlled and maintained this world in some form.
It was also challenging for me also to realize that I was living through and ideal brought on by the greater world as being so, that in the shift away from everything, I had to be challenged to look deeper into the reflections offered in everyway to see life as it really was, not as others created it to be in me. Created and related to my own feelings and mindset.
Religion of course created and built a formation and shaped much of my beliefs in every way of love, fear/ heaven and hell/god and evil.
Through the process of letting go of everything in me that showed me my fears, my love, my beliefs and my religion, I came to see myself in everyway of that creation.
I came upon every feeling in me associated to all these things that I had somehow related as being truth to those things.
I came upon every belief tied into those feelings that created a world in me.
I become the connection of what the world told me I was, so I connected to the world as this.
In the undoing of it all, undoing god and religion in me, I realized that life was calling me back to something beyond all that. This process showed me myself within the unfolding of the world in me. It showed me clearly all the connections related to my own conditioning and feelings.
As I now sit with myself and breath and engage in life, I feel empty of it all those old feelings and all those old beliefs/conditioned patterns related, yet their is the feeling of being complete in me as one, without any of it.
The complete open mind and feeling space, feels beautiful, I feel at peace, I feel more connected than before, I feel in flow with life, I feel very much alive and enjoy being me, empty of all that I once was and believed.
I feel connected to life, yet nothing in me is holding these feelings to be. It is just myself as I am. Empty of the old feelings and connections to life, yet complete in feeling now with my connections to life as they stand right now.
It is just me.
So as I have learned through my own process, letting go of everything I believed in every way of itself modelled and conditioned in me, I was able to build new feelings, take much value in the whole of that story and conditioning and bring alive a new me without any attachments to those old beliefs or stories associated along the way.
Stepping from knowing into the unknown of you in this way, is what I perceived now as a total surrender. It is giving up your totality of you as you once knew yourself to be. Allowing yourself to grow from nothing into creating a new life in feelings and connections.
A natural unfolding and walk through it all to learn and see, open and feel, let go and just be myself.
I never imagined that life on this side could be so complete yet empty of even god himself as I believed him to be.
When I look around the whole world and at life in every way this universe is, I realize that in my own unfolding, I was unfolding to witness life as it is.
To simply witness and empty out.
A continual process of letting go over and over.
Letting go back to something in me that was alive in feeling, alive without anything connected to that feeling. It was and is just feeling.
Some call this centre, god, spirit, oneness.
Yet as I am connected and alive, breathing and witnessing now, I am really only aware.
Aware of life as it is as I am in each moment.
Nothing more or less.
Aware of myself moving, living and being me.
I still have a personality of course. I enjoy life, but life feels, simple here in this place.
There is no rush, it feels slow and steady, balanced and focused right here and now.
I suppose you could say I am listening to myself and life as it is.
I listen to you and the world as it is by how I listen to myself.
As it will be, it will be.
I let go into life and living now.
Let life reveal itself to me as I am now.
A new journey and a new adventure of my own creation as I am now.
One with the world as it is.