running
06-11-2015, 09:42 PM
Okay im hooked up. You show me. You show me what it is. I want to feel it. Im sick of all the sales pitches. You show me what it is. I want to feel it. Give it to me......
Something like that i cryed out while somebody was trying for the umpteenth time to sell me on something.
You know what. God answered immediately. Next thing i knew time and identity took on a new meaning. Inside me was raw energetic power.
Through me was a speaker, like a narrator of a story. Through me spoke many actors from various times. Superceding the actors and the narrator was bliss.
The story was a script in which the narrator spoke. In the story were actors with personalitys and life experiences to share.
I was and am an actor in the story. With a personality and life experiences to share. Again in it all and superceding it all was and is bliss.
Experiencing myself bouncing around in time and space. One moment im here and the next and im there. Then the next and im me as im accustomed to being.
The narrator knows the script. The script is a beautiful scipt of life and all its experiences. Some how its entirety was all of us. And all of us was its entirety. What i hated i experienced as me. What i loved i experienced as me. What i didnt know of i became. Then in a flash i was something else
It was beautiful, ugly, scary, and lovely. All in the joy of the bliss.
What i didnt know i became to know. What i didnt want to know i became to know. But i found that there was nothing i needed or wished to know. There is infinite things to know. The script has infinite things to know. Coming upon knowing something is something and can be fun. But none of that as its infinite anyways was what i was searching for.
What i found to know and that supercedes the things and the things going on and we all share is joy. The kind that has no boundaries. That has no limitations. That best quenches ones desires cause it was and always been just one desire. And with that desire quenched all the other desires can live on but while in joy. Simply because causeless joy from an open heart brings forth infinite joy. Joy that is continuous and never grows tired and never become tired of.
And with that life goes on. Life becomes even more beautiful! Shining everywhere! Life goes on ordinarily but in joy. To me i think of it as a surrender. For me i had to experience enough turmoil and shock from the narrator to surrender enough. Enough so that it can have a home in me. And i a home in it.
I thank god and life for shocking the hell out of me. Shocking me into enough submission. Thank you.. Thank you...You are truly great.. I am in so much love..
Something like that i cryed out while somebody was trying for the umpteenth time to sell me on something.
You know what. God answered immediately. Next thing i knew time and identity took on a new meaning. Inside me was raw energetic power.
Through me was a speaker, like a narrator of a story. Through me spoke many actors from various times. Superceding the actors and the narrator was bliss.
The story was a script in which the narrator spoke. In the story were actors with personalitys and life experiences to share.
I was and am an actor in the story. With a personality and life experiences to share. Again in it all and superceding it all was and is bliss.
Experiencing myself bouncing around in time and space. One moment im here and the next and im there. Then the next and im me as im accustomed to being.
The narrator knows the script. The script is a beautiful scipt of life and all its experiences. Some how its entirety was all of us. And all of us was its entirety. What i hated i experienced as me. What i loved i experienced as me. What i didnt know of i became. Then in a flash i was something else
It was beautiful, ugly, scary, and lovely. All in the joy of the bliss.
What i didnt know i became to know. What i didnt want to know i became to know. But i found that there was nothing i needed or wished to know. There is infinite things to know. The script has infinite things to know. Coming upon knowing something is something and can be fun. But none of that as its infinite anyways was what i was searching for.
What i found to know and that supercedes the things and the things going on and we all share is joy. The kind that has no boundaries. That has no limitations. That best quenches ones desires cause it was and always been just one desire. And with that desire quenched all the other desires can live on but while in joy. Simply because causeless joy from an open heart brings forth infinite joy. Joy that is continuous and never grows tired and never become tired of.
And with that life goes on. Life becomes even more beautiful! Shining everywhere! Life goes on ordinarily but in joy. To me i think of it as a surrender. For me i had to experience enough turmoil and shock from the narrator to surrender enough. Enough so that it can have a home in me. And i a home in it.
I thank god and life for shocking the hell out of me. Shocking me into enough submission. Thank you.. Thank you...You are truly great.. I am in so much love..