higherpower
26-10-2015, 08:57 PM
I just had a really long and detailed rant about how my soul is gone.
And it got deleted.
Jufine wy luck. Well I'm going through a hard time... I feel beyond empty. Life has been a hard one for me. One tragedy after another.
I'm not sure how to get out
Ive had a psychic attack that ruined my psyche and gave e a mental illness.
I also went through a walk in or walk out. I never knew which one so I can't be for sure which one it was or what it even was.
Is there any chance life can better?
I'm so consumed by the contrast of my life. From being a baby to 18 years old, everything was fine within me. From that point on I felt cursed. Like Ihave no soul. I just feel dead. I don'tcare if its a symptom oof my mental illness. I want to not feel dead.. I'mjust confused and iI can't even be mad enough to make a change in how this is Life its not worth it. I don'tsee things getting better.
Sigh..
And it got deleted.
Jufine wy luck. Well I'm going through a hard time... I feel beyond empty. Life has been a hard one for me. One tragedy after another.
I'm not sure how to get out
Ive had a psychic attack that ruined my psyche and gave e a mental illness.
I also went through a walk in or walk out. I never knew which one so I can't be for sure which one it was or what it even was.
Is there any chance life can better?
I'm so consumed by the contrast of my life. From being a baby to 18 years old, everything was fine within me. From that point on I felt cursed. Like Ihave no soul. I just feel dead. I don'tcare if its a symptom oof my mental illness. I want to not feel dead.. I'mjust confused and iI can't even be mad enough to make a change in how this is Life its not worth it. I don'tsee things getting better.
Sigh..