annabelle239
16-10-2015, 07:37 AM
I've always been very intuitive,however for the last few years,I never thought it was a big deal as I believe everyone is psychic on some level. I do have a psychic relative as well who was successful as a psychic for her career. She had a radio show I believe and is retired now. Lately,I wonder if things I went through when I was young are even because of some psychic abilities of mine. Maybe not. I am not sure. I just used to get extreme anxiety even walking into a mall( I wonder if from being able to feel other's feelings/thoughts so easily is what caused me to used to have anxieties I had back then). I'm very empathetic. I don't like it. I read energy well. If I see a person,even just a picture,I am able to read them very easily. I naturally am able to tune in telepathically very easily and that's always been a particular topic I actually find intriguing. I don't much like the empathy thing. I find myself taking on other's emotions very easily to a point that feels very much abnormal. I've had some psychic dreams,but that's been more rare. I'm also usually very claircognizant. Not lately as I'm going through things but that's the one I tend to have the most natural ability with. I've always been very sensitive and drawn to animals and feel I communicate and empathize with animals pretty well. I became vegetarian on my own at a very young age in a family that discouraged it. I just did it anyways and never looked back. I often feel drawn to help people and heal them in some way and feel perhaps later on down the road,a natural path for me would be of a healer of some sort. I remember at least most days of the week,some of the dreams I had while asleep. I never thought this was odd,but it seems it's not as common as I thought. Since I never thought any of this was that unique,I never put that much thought to develop it and refine it. I also just wonder if there's something I should do to help aid myself from how draining maybe it can be? Am I maybe supposed to do something with this ability? Lately,I've just even been wondering if I have a bigger path then I may think with healing. I used to think I was too imperfect but I've talked with some spiritual healer types who are well known for what they do and they are just people,too so I now know it's not about that. The claircognizant thing feels so natural to me. The telepathy thing I find really fascinating but I know I can improve upon it. I've found it interesting receiving thoughts and realizing who's it was and what they were thinking. The empathetic thing is hard though because I feel other's energies wayyyy too easily even showing up with me having the physical symptoms they are having. As far as I know,I have no medium ship abilities or ability to get visions or sounds..which I have to say kind of scares me out to have that happen to me.. I've even gotten upset out of nowwhere and have wondered is it coming from someone else i'm tuning into. I've predicted things so easily and naturally by a combination of just knowing,telepathy,and getting empathetic feelings but have often just dismissed it as not a big deal. How did you find out you were physic and how did you train yourself to handle it better and be better at it?