Enveloping Darkness

[Teh Fallen]

I was in endless darkness, no warmth no cold.
People were a pale blue, and the only form of light.
Many ppl were stacked front to back hanging on to invisible rods under their arm pits.
This Shelf seemed endless.
Then there was a line of other souls at the very base of this shelf.
I was in this line for what seemed like forever.
I grew impatient and began beating my way to the front.
Mercilessly taking down opponent after opponent until there was one.
At the very front of this line sat a man in what I would now attest wore Greek clothing like that of the gods.
He sat at a desk with a piece of parchment and a single quill.
Before the last guy was about to sign it quill in hand I knocked him out and took the quill my eyes locked on the parchment yelling I know I KNOW!! and as soon as the quill hit the parchment I saw a human skull, and partial spine developing inside the womb.
This which I would only describe as a memory came before all my child hood memories.

Any ideas on where I was, what I knew, and how I might have ended up there?

[mac]

I was in endless darkness, no warmth no cold.
People were a pale blue, and the only form of light.
Many ppl were stacked front to back hanging on to invisible rods under their arm pits.
This Shelf seemed endless.
Then there was a line of other souls at the very base of this shelf.
I was in this line for what seemed like forever.
I grew impatient and began beating my way to the front.
Mercilessly taking down opponent after opponent until there was one.
At the very front of this line sat a man in what I would now attest wore Greek clothing like that of the gods.
He sat at a desk with a piece of parchment and a single quill.
Before the last guy was about to sign it quill in hand I knocked him out and took the quill my eyes locked on the parchment yelling I know I KNOW!! and as soon as the quill hit the parchment I saw a human skull, and partial spine developing inside the womb.
This which I would only describe as a memory came before all my child hood memories.

Any ideas on where I was, what I knew, and how I might have ended up there?

You appear to be describing your own views and fears/superstitions about of death and maybe even creation.

Where you were? In your own mind or in one of its creations....like a dream state.

What you knew? You knew nothing at all. Maybe what you thought you knew was something from your psyche, something which recurs periodically so it seems to be reality, feels like a memory of a real event. But it's pure fantasy or fear you've described, maybe even something directly from dream states but recorded incorrectly in your memory circuits. It may feel as real as genuine memories if that's happened....

How you might have ended up there? You weren't there as 'there' isn't a location you could be. Maybe you've been using mental/psychic exercises that stimulated certain pathways and through them you feel like you were actually somewhere?

[Teh Fallen]

idk this is kinda the first memory I ever had before my childhood memories, isn't it possible to retain information of where one went after they died in a previous life.