Soul Searcher
26-03-2013, 04:59 PM
Hi guys,
New here & already come across some lovely people, so nice to let go and be able to finally talk about all these experiences! :smile:
For those who might not have read my recent threads, i've been through a lot both in this life and spiritually in my short 24 years of life. The last year or so has been chaos, and I know something is happening, but I have just lost all direction...
Ever since birth, I remember thinking older than my years, and never like the other children. At 3 years old during many years of a life-threatening illness, I had my first brush with near death, was trying to be brought to the light by a Lady, but I refused to go upon hearing my mother's voice.
2 years later I had an OBE with a premonition, that a year later came true. This same Lady had always been with me until me and my family somehow (mysterious ways, hey..) ended up in the place where I saw her in my premonition, and then I wasn't sick anymore. Never saw her again..
Several years later around 11, another occurrance. After spending the day in tears trying to find solace in the local Church, I was walking out and something stopped me. I looked to an old, nice painting to the left of me above a font. I can't remember what it was but it was of a Lady, then a single teardrop fell down from her left eye and into the font below it - I even heard the water droplet, but it was like time was slowing down when it happened. I was terrified and rushed over to look in the font, but nothing there...
Throughout my life since then, I just 'knew' about people. I could meet someone and know all about them. This would happen also in new buildings i'd walk in, and I would pick up vibes really quick. I also picked up on spirit people who had passed, and for many years until this day, I still get spooked all the time - silly I know. All my life too i've been very sensitive, it upsets me seeing how the world is and sometimes I don't even understand my own feelings... if that makes sense? I always want to look to the past aswell, never the future. At university i've studied both health, medicine and psychology so far. Also some Reflexology, and i'm half way to becoming a Mental Health Nurse :)
My mother describes me as a loving Old Soul. But my life so far among having amazing experiences like these, has been tainted with a lot of sadness. There are many experiences that have left me feeling broken, and several times I have just tried to give up before :icon_frown:
I guess a lot of you can sympathise with feeling like you're an 'outcast' and it's hard to feel like you always fit in with people today.
P.S - I also keep seeing the number 11 EVERYWHERE, it started 2 years ago. It's driving me crazy as I have no idea what something is trying to tell me. Any ideas on this?
Love to hear from you all and offer some guidance on where I can go rom here? :hug2:
New here & already come across some lovely people, so nice to let go and be able to finally talk about all these experiences! :smile:
For those who might not have read my recent threads, i've been through a lot both in this life and spiritually in my short 24 years of life. The last year or so has been chaos, and I know something is happening, but I have just lost all direction...
Ever since birth, I remember thinking older than my years, and never like the other children. At 3 years old during many years of a life-threatening illness, I had my first brush with near death, was trying to be brought to the light by a Lady, but I refused to go upon hearing my mother's voice.
2 years later I had an OBE with a premonition, that a year later came true. This same Lady had always been with me until me and my family somehow (mysterious ways, hey..) ended up in the place where I saw her in my premonition, and then I wasn't sick anymore. Never saw her again..
Several years later around 11, another occurrance. After spending the day in tears trying to find solace in the local Church, I was walking out and something stopped me. I looked to an old, nice painting to the left of me above a font. I can't remember what it was but it was of a Lady, then a single teardrop fell down from her left eye and into the font below it - I even heard the water droplet, but it was like time was slowing down when it happened. I was terrified and rushed over to look in the font, but nothing there...
Throughout my life since then, I just 'knew' about people. I could meet someone and know all about them. This would happen also in new buildings i'd walk in, and I would pick up vibes really quick. I also picked up on spirit people who had passed, and for many years until this day, I still get spooked all the time - silly I know. All my life too i've been very sensitive, it upsets me seeing how the world is and sometimes I don't even understand my own feelings... if that makes sense? I always want to look to the past aswell, never the future. At university i've studied both health, medicine and psychology so far. Also some Reflexology, and i'm half way to becoming a Mental Health Nurse :)
My mother describes me as a loving Old Soul. But my life so far among having amazing experiences like these, has been tainted with a lot of sadness. There are many experiences that have left me feeling broken, and several times I have just tried to give up before :icon_frown:
I guess a lot of you can sympathise with feeling like you're an 'outcast' and it's hard to feel like you always fit in with people today.
P.S - I also keep seeing the number 11 EVERYWHERE, it started 2 years ago. It's driving me crazy as I have no idea what something is trying to tell me. Any ideas on this?
Love to hear from you all and offer some guidance on where I can go rom here? :hug2: