froebellian
28-02-2012, 09:28 PM
For some people Spiritual awakening has come and maybe at the right time etc..
In my case, been delayed, procrastination, lack of faith, ignoring 'signs' until the last few months I have had to accept there are way too many 'coincidences' in my life.
People have always seen me and called me an 'angel' and I move like one apparently.. hovering.. but I ignored it in jest as I am no angel in societal terms, and people sensing 'witch' powers, again I laughed off in jest.
Anyhow events have forced me to face certain truths and I am a sceptic of everything, I challenge everything said, done or intimated.
But, things are moving a bit faster than I would like and I know there is no gear stick in these matters, but I would like a nap and a little holiday first before I tackle my 'duties' consciously.. previously I did my 'duties' subconsciously though probably nudged heavily, but with an open heart.
I am a little overwhelmed that some of my visions have come true, so fast and so accurately.. and am not afraid to say a little frightened too, hence a little break or a gear change would help so I can absorb it all and take it in and accept it.
What are the stages? Will I reach a plateau or will it just keep getting busier and I just have to learn to cope and balance?
In my case, been delayed, procrastination, lack of faith, ignoring 'signs' until the last few months I have had to accept there are way too many 'coincidences' in my life.
People have always seen me and called me an 'angel' and I move like one apparently.. hovering.. but I ignored it in jest as I am no angel in societal terms, and people sensing 'witch' powers, again I laughed off in jest.
Anyhow events have forced me to face certain truths and I am a sceptic of everything, I challenge everything said, done or intimated.
But, things are moving a bit faster than I would like and I know there is no gear stick in these matters, but I would like a nap and a little holiday first before I tackle my 'duties' consciously.. previously I did my 'duties' subconsciously though probably nudged heavily, but with an open heart.
I am a little overwhelmed that some of my visions have come true, so fast and so accurately.. and am not afraid to say a little frightened too, hence a little break or a gear change would help so I can absorb it all and take it in and accept it.
What are the stages? Will I reach a plateau or will it just keep getting busier and I just have to learn to cope and balance?