Camilla
16-07-2011, 12:36 AM
So about an hour ago, I woke up from a nap that changed my life. I'm a LITTLE experienced in both Lucid dreaming and astral travel but I don't know what to make of this.
About three times today while napping, I tried to exit my body but had difficulty doing so. Unfortunately, Im also tortured by demons occasionally during either sleep paralysis or before astral travel. I felt an entity behind me pushing on my back....and I felt his hands. I also saw someone or something in my closet.
but anyways, after multiple attempts and trying to avoid these demons, I said the name of a man I have recurring dreams of, and INSTANTANEOUSLY I finally exited my body. However, I was somewhere else when I POPPED out (which is what is confusing me). On the other side, or in another dimension....I don't know. It was pitch black inside the house and outside the house. I could barely navigate around. Like the world had already ended over there.
Well, I was trying to find the man who I see in my dreams all the time, but I ended up in a house where my family was. I saw my mother and myself in a bright room. They were organizing clothes and shoes on this silver rack. I immediately felt a certain resentment towards my mother when I entered the room. I immediately went to see ME (another version). She was avoiding me, so I went over to my mother. I told her if she could see me, to raise her hand and touch mine....and she did. Both my mother and the other version of myself had faces and eyes that were emotionally vacant. They made no facial expressions whatsoever.
I then went over to the other version of myself and I was startled at how disheveled and sad she looked. Her hair was a mess (my hair used to stay messy), she was still skinny (I used to be really thin), her eyes were reddish-yellow and vacant. I looked in the mirror and said, "look at how WE are on the other side!" Be happy and dont worry I am going to live for you, I promise.
I then went into the bedroom where my sister, dad, and two other people were sleeping. I couldn't make out the two other people's faces because the blanket was covering their faces. I hugged my sister, then I hugged my dad. Something happened when I hugged my dad, it was traumatizing.
When I made my way back to my current reality, I realized something had happened to me when I was a child with my father. I was certain of it. The event came back to me so vividly.
But when I woke up, I realized it didn't happen, but the girl on the other side, or in my dreams went through it. I have recurring nightmares about it in different settings. I finally realized why I never felt comfortable around him.
I felt I was gone for years. I was certain my phone was going to say "2013" or something LOL, but I was only asleep for about two hours.
Any ideas as to whether this was astral travel or a lucid dream?
About three times today while napping, I tried to exit my body but had difficulty doing so. Unfortunately, Im also tortured by demons occasionally during either sleep paralysis or before astral travel. I felt an entity behind me pushing on my back....and I felt his hands. I also saw someone or something in my closet.
but anyways, after multiple attempts and trying to avoid these demons, I said the name of a man I have recurring dreams of, and INSTANTANEOUSLY I finally exited my body. However, I was somewhere else when I POPPED out (which is what is confusing me). On the other side, or in another dimension....I don't know. It was pitch black inside the house and outside the house. I could barely navigate around. Like the world had already ended over there.
Well, I was trying to find the man who I see in my dreams all the time, but I ended up in a house where my family was. I saw my mother and myself in a bright room. They were organizing clothes and shoes on this silver rack. I immediately felt a certain resentment towards my mother when I entered the room. I immediately went to see ME (another version). She was avoiding me, so I went over to my mother. I told her if she could see me, to raise her hand and touch mine....and she did. Both my mother and the other version of myself had faces and eyes that were emotionally vacant. They made no facial expressions whatsoever.
I then went over to the other version of myself and I was startled at how disheveled and sad she looked. Her hair was a mess (my hair used to stay messy), she was still skinny (I used to be really thin), her eyes were reddish-yellow and vacant. I looked in the mirror and said, "look at how WE are on the other side!" Be happy and dont worry I am going to live for you, I promise.
I then went into the bedroom where my sister, dad, and two other people were sleeping. I couldn't make out the two other people's faces because the blanket was covering their faces. I hugged my sister, then I hugged my dad. Something happened when I hugged my dad, it was traumatizing.
When I made my way back to my current reality, I realized something had happened to me when I was a child with my father. I was certain of it. The event came back to me so vividly.
But when I woke up, I realized it didn't happen, but the girl on the other side, or in my dreams went through it. I have recurring nightmares about it in different settings. I finally realized why I never felt comfortable around him.
I felt I was gone for years. I was certain my phone was going to say "2013" or something LOL, but I was only asleep for about two hours.
Any ideas as to whether this was astral travel or a lucid dream?