xxCelticfaeriexx
21-06-2011, 01:34 AM
I am in desperate need of help. I hope none of this sounds too crazy.
I acquired (a friend basically stole and gave to me) some old photo slides from an abandoned house with quite a reputation that I hadn't heard when I let her give them to me. I'd snapped photos with probably hundreds of orbs in each picture, faces in the windows....this house was not normal. I wouldn't even go inside. She took a school yearbook...and then returned it to the house after things started going wrong in her life. Things improved when she did that. The house has since been torn down and it's in a privatized neighborhood so I can't go back.
I've had these slides for approximately 12 years now, too afraid to do anything with them other than hold onto them. While living with my parents and my boyfriend, all of our lives started to go to complete ****. I used to disbelieve in things like possessions, but about 10 times I got the feeling laying in bed (not asleep) that I couldn't move, and it felt like a horrible vibrating energy in me. I'd beg and mentally argue it to get out and then after a few minutes the feeling would go away and I'd be "freed". There are just too many large instances of things creepy to talk about... (paintings "bleeding" down the wall, seeing things, feeling things etc..) All of our mental/physical health has deteriorated so rapidly since getting them.
I since have moved out with my husband (the boyfriend I'd had there) and my parents are improving rapidly. The house doesn't even seem so dark anymore, like ours does now. My cats won't go into the basement when the slides are down there, computers are turning on and playing random videos in the middle of the night, seeing lights in our bedroom in the middle of the night all the time...cats will all stare down the hall for a few minutes as if there were someone down there. I'm starting to get really scared.
I've tried taking them to a friend and having her do some sort of crystal therapy or something on them...to expel any negative energies. She worked at it for about an hour or two and while things seemed better at first...everything is worsening day by day. I don't want to anger any spirits or energies, or whatever is going on with these slides. Again, I can't return them and I don't want to give them to anyone else (like a friend) because I don't want their life to go downhill with them.
I'm terrified and I don't know what to do. Can I throw them away or will that anger something? Should I bury them? But then where? How can I rid myself of (what I sincerely believe now to be) the sole cause of everything?
I guess I should mention also that growing up, I had the same problems as a young child up until early 20's (haunted like happenings, things moving, apparitions,lights flashing and bottles popping all at once etc...) Does it sound like the slides are the problem or at least contributing? We also store a LOT of my parents' antiques in our basement with the slides. It seems like these problems have been following me my entire life....but the really dark stuff including health problems didn't start getting really bad until the slides came into play.
I just don't feel safe and am living in constant fear and worry. If someone can please respond and give me some ideas as of what to do about this situation or even give me some insight into it, I would be very grateful. I'm not Wiccan or Pagan, but I'm willing to try anything!
KMER
I acquired (a friend basically stole and gave to me) some old photo slides from an abandoned house with quite a reputation that I hadn't heard when I let her give them to me. I'd snapped photos with probably hundreds of orbs in each picture, faces in the windows....this house was not normal. I wouldn't even go inside. She took a school yearbook...and then returned it to the house after things started going wrong in her life. Things improved when she did that. The house has since been torn down and it's in a privatized neighborhood so I can't go back.
I've had these slides for approximately 12 years now, too afraid to do anything with them other than hold onto them. While living with my parents and my boyfriend, all of our lives started to go to complete ****. I used to disbelieve in things like possessions, but about 10 times I got the feeling laying in bed (not asleep) that I couldn't move, and it felt like a horrible vibrating energy in me. I'd beg and mentally argue it to get out and then after a few minutes the feeling would go away and I'd be "freed". There are just too many large instances of things creepy to talk about... (paintings "bleeding" down the wall, seeing things, feeling things etc..) All of our mental/physical health has deteriorated so rapidly since getting them.
I since have moved out with my husband (the boyfriend I'd had there) and my parents are improving rapidly. The house doesn't even seem so dark anymore, like ours does now. My cats won't go into the basement when the slides are down there, computers are turning on and playing random videos in the middle of the night, seeing lights in our bedroom in the middle of the night all the time...cats will all stare down the hall for a few minutes as if there were someone down there. I'm starting to get really scared.
I've tried taking them to a friend and having her do some sort of crystal therapy or something on them...to expel any negative energies. She worked at it for about an hour or two and while things seemed better at first...everything is worsening day by day. I don't want to anger any spirits or energies, or whatever is going on with these slides. Again, I can't return them and I don't want to give them to anyone else (like a friend) because I don't want their life to go downhill with them.
I'm terrified and I don't know what to do. Can I throw them away or will that anger something? Should I bury them? But then where? How can I rid myself of (what I sincerely believe now to be) the sole cause of everything?
I guess I should mention also that growing up, I had the same problems as a young child up until early 20's (haunted like happenings, things moving, apparitions,lights flashing and bottles popping all at once etc...) Does it sound like the slides are the problem or at least contributing? We also store a LOT of my parents' antiques in our basement with the slides. It seems like these problems have been following me my entire life....but the really dark stuff including health problems didn't start getting really bad until the slides came into play.
I just don't feel safe and am living in constant fear and worry. If someone can please respond and give me some ideas as of what to do about this situation or even give me some insight into it, I would be very grateful. I'm not Wiccan or Pagan, but I'm willing to try anything!
KMER