Card for bipolar disorder

[windwhistle]

I have the dreaded bipolar. I am very I'll today and had to call in sick at work.

I'm wondering what card or cards would signify bipolar disorder so I could possibly get a heads up in the future. I am in a mixed state now of depression and mania. It is awful and no fun. I am in close contact with my dr.

Five cups, nine swords, two wands, four cups, justice reversed, ten swords, two pentacles...?

What card do you all think?

[tooty~frooty]

Lovers reverse in a specific health reading backed by The Moon or The Nine of Swords both Upright.

[bigcaat]

To me it's the death card because of the two distinct sides to it, one very barren, the other with a rising sun and very hopeful.

However, why lock yourself into a meaning of one card. Why not choose one card everyday and ask, "What card can I meditate on today to stay positive, healthy and hopeful?"

Just a thought.