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ThoughtBroadcaster
11-03-2011, 08:54 AM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.

John32241
11-03-2011, 02:57 PM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.

Every human is a multidimensional being with that god like quality of being entangled with all things. It seems that the conscious aspect of the human is the most uninformed about this, by design I suspect. We are in fact quite involved with each other.

So it is not so much that we broadcast our singular thoughts. We are at all times sharing our experiences with each other.

That is why it is said that "there is only One of us here".

John

athribiristan
11-03-2011, 03:25 PM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.


Well first off, ask yourself who is in control. If the answer is someone other than yourself, you have foud the problem. This is YOUR life and YOU are in control. If you are not then you need to TAKE control.

That being said, why would you want to stop broadcasting your thoughts? Do you have something to hide? Imagine what an honest world we would have if everyone could read everyone else's thoughts. Might be a little crazy for a while until we stopped judging one another but after that it would be pretty cool. I have found that the better I get at broadcasting my own thoughts the more quickly I am able to maifest what I desire. If you really do want to stop though, you need to take control of your mental process. I can offer you some basic training but I don't have a lecture for you right now. I would simply say be more aware of your thoughts and it matters less that you are broadcasting.

yes
11-03-2011, 03:28 PM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.

Nothing wrong with broadcasting helpful thoughts. Who is this alter ego and why is it causing you concern?

Internal Queries
11-03-2011, 03:57 PM
i try to keep my head free of trivia as possible so as to not be annoying to anyOne who might be on my frequency. it takes some discipline but hey! when your mind isn't only yours it's only polite not to be pointlessly noisy.

Kingoftroy
09-04-2011, 05:47 AM
i try to keep my head free of trivia as possible so as to not be annoying to anyOne who might be on my frequency. it takes some discipline but hey! when your mind isn't only yours it's only polite not to be pointlessly noisy.


I know EXACTLY what your talking about :) what i have learnt throught out my experience is that we ALL are constantly broadcasting though, some more than other but we ALL are. Some people pick on other peolpes thoughts Subconciousy (these are the people that their thoughts/mood changes without knowing why) and some are aware and filter the thougths conciosly :) I have done many great experiments with telepathy and its amazing how cool :) / easy it is

SunMist
09-04-2011, 09:08 AM
To the OP, I'd say tell your alter ego that since you know you are a "broadcaster" that you have an ethical responsibility to be aware of what you are sending out. If you just can't help yourself and you are feeling extreme anger or negativity you can ask your guides to place a temporary shield around you to transmute the thoughts into neutral energy. This isn't practical for long-term though. I'd say just try to be aware and if you find yourself thinking really "hard" in a negative way, do something to derail your thoughts onto music, the present moment, a bird flying by, anything to break it up.

John32241
09-04-2011, 01:55 PM
I know EXACTLY what your talking about :) what i have learnt throught out my experience is that we ALL are constantly broadcasting though, some more than other but we ALL are. Some people pick on other peolpes thoughts Subconciousy (these are the people that their thoughts/mood changes without knowing why) and some are aware and filter the thougths conciosly :) I have done many great experiments with telepathy and its amazing how cool :) / easy it is

I have as well. I am in a group of 1,394 members that works with energy like this.

Do you work with a similar group or do you go it alone with these things?

Thanks,
John

Kingoftroy
09-04-2011, 04:17 PM
I have as well. I am in a group of 1,394 members that works with energy like this.

Do you work with a similar group or do you go it alone with these things?

Thanks,
John


Most of the time I do it alone, like when I am walking, in the mall or whatver..but when I am in a group setting with family or friends, I try and see which people are conscious of it so we can communicate. I have found out recieving is way harder than sending, but people that are concious of it usually nod their heads/ or blink their eyes slowly..all while looking at me in the yes..when i recieve the messaeg and confirm with them if that is infact what they sent.

Internal Queries
09-04-2011, 04:44 PM
i used to experimentally poke strangers to see if i'd get a reaction. sometimes i did and sometimes those reactions were fearful and/or hostile. i'd also poke my friends. some thought it funny and interesting. some got annoyed. i was called a "psychic brat" by some of my Renny friends.

nowadays i have enough people in my mind so i try to keep a low profile.

FenixTiga
10-04-2011, 01:41 AM
You keep your thought private, so no one can mess with your mind.

Tindra
23-04-2011, 01:09 AM
A lot of great replies in this thread. I'm very chatty so the thought has occurred to me too that I might be pestering people when I think to them. My family is fairly open, and they can pick up on my thoughts like nothing and vice versa, and being around them has made it easier to learn how to keep my thoughts in check. I try to avoid thinking to people directly and I think that helps to block out some of the chatter a little bit, although not always.

Learning how to control thoughts and emotions is good practice. I had a moment when I was so angry I could scream, I pushed the feeling out of me, and all of a sudden a little kid just roared out of pure anger. Such events (and there have been a lot of those and many that are more specific than just emotions) has made me more careful about how I feel and think because of how it affects people around me.

Is there any particular reason why you feel that you need to control your thoughts? Did anything interesting happen?

NightSpirit
23-04-2011, 01:15 AM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.

could you explain that a bit more please? :confused:

NightSpirit
23-04-2011, 01:17 AM
i used to experimentally poke strangers to see if i'd get a reaction. sometimes i did and sometimes those reactions were fearful and/or hostile. i'd also poke my friends. some thought it funny and interesting. some got annoyed. i was called a "psychic brat" by some of my Renny friends.

nowadays i have enough people in my mind so i try to keep a low profile.

LOL..thats a bit extreme IQ. That's invasion of personal space and these days, can be classed as abuse or worse..especially with strangers. What possessed you to do such a thing?

jjj
23-04-2011, 02:00 AM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.

Part of it might be respecting other people's boundaries. ?

Internal Queries
23-04-2011, 03:01 AM
LOL..thats a bit extreme IQ. That's invasion of personal space and these days, can be classed as abuse or worse..especially with strangers. What possessed you to do such a thing?


i was a kid with a new toy. i was just playin. classed as abuse or worse by whom? one can't be charged with assault with a telepathic weapon.

SunMist
23-04-2011, 09:59 AM
This kinda belongs in this thread: what do you do if you are really upset/angry with someone and you just need to work through the feelings on your own? If you and the other party are mildly telepathic there's risk of broadcasting - especially with strong feelings. Other than just calm down immediately, anybody got any ideas?

John32241
23-04-2011, 11:22 AM
This kinda belongs in this thread: what do you do if you are really upset/angry with someone and you just need to work through the feelings on your own? If you and the other party are mildly telepathic there's risk of broadcasting - especially with strong feelings. Other than just calm down immediately, anybody got any ideas?
The problem is that each of us is an all powerful godly being. When there is a need to vent primitive feelings, I suggest that we learn how to do this in a kindly fashion.

I find it best to respect all our feelings as well as those of others.

Being composed in this way is a choice we make with our intentions to be that way. Then venting our feelings is in "kindness mode" instead of "hurtful mode".

Since we are always entangled with All That Is, being in "hurtful mode" is quite self destructive.

John

NightSpirit
23-04-2011, 11:53 AM
i was a kid with a new toy. i was just playin. classed as abuse or worse by whom? one can't be charged with assault with a telepathic weapon.

ahhh..so it was a telepathic poke? :D

mattie
23-04-2011, 11:58 AM
I’m not inclined to lecture, but am willing to pass along what I’ve read that makes sense about this issue.

Several issues arise here. One is that there is an ‘alter ego’ that presumably you aren’t in control of who is operating autonomously. This is YOU & your thoughts. You voluntarily generate every single one of your thoughts. It is handy to devise the idea of the ‘alter‘ so we don’t have to take responsibility for our thoughts we disapprove of. If you don’t like what your ‘alter’ is thinking, just stop. You are in charge of ALL of your thoughts, emotions, & behaviors. Taking 100% responsibility for these is one of the first things we do w/ expanding consciousness.

It’s OK (very productive) to take ownership of the stuff we want to sump off on the ‘alter.’ Nobody is perfect & the objective is to grow & expand. Realizing what areas we need to work on is part of this process. Taking ownership of EVERYTHING is the start of genuine empowerment. We all do this as part of our growth process.

Many have said that our thoughts extend far beyond our personal energy field. This is the basis for collective consciousness, telepathy, clairvoyance, etc.

Throughout history various movements have peddled that various parts of our psyche were in control of us, operating autonomously against us. We were told to be fearful of being controlled by our sexuality, will, emotions, intellect, self/ego, shadow self, imagination, etc. There is no need to be fearful of any of these things. Those who are energetically savvy know it is highly effective to persuade us to remain at a very low frequency by being fearful of anything. It is even more potent to convince us to be fearful of PART of our psyche. Being fearful of part of us is highly disempowering if we can't even trust our self. It is impossible to attain any meaningful expansion of consciousness if one is distrustful of part of one’s self. This is one of the many pieces of past misinformation that are currently being tossed in the metaphysical waste bin as bunk.

Internal Queries
23-04-2011, 02:46 PM
I’m not inclined to lecture, but am willing to pass along what I’ve read that makes sense about this issue.

Several issues arise here. One is that there is an ‘alter ego’ that presumably you aren’t in control of who is operating autonomously. This is YOU & your thoughts. You voluntarily generate every single one of your thoughts. It is handy to devise the idea of the ‘alter‘ so we don’t have to take responsibility for our thoughts we disapprove of. If you don’t like what your ‘alter’ is thinking, just stop. You are in charge of ALL of your thoughts, emotions, & behaviors. Taking 100% responsibility for these is one of the first things we do w/ expanding consciousness.

gee ... i don't know. i've tried repeatedly to take over the vibes and voices of my imaginary friends so as to take responsibility for them and ... hmmm ... it appears they have wills of their own. i can't seem to control what they think to me. weird. huh?

It’s OK (very productive) to take ownership of the stuff we want to sump off on the ‘alter.’ Nobody is perfect & the objective is to grow & expand. Realizing what areas we need to work on is part of this process. Taking ownership of EVERYTHING is the start of genuine empowerment. We all do this as part of our growth process.

well, believe me! i 've tried maintain a belief in the theory you're putting forth, that these imaginary friends are merely aspects of myself. they don't deny being aspects of myself. it's the "merely" they reject. they contend that i am an aspect of their selves as much they are aspects of myself. and like me they have physical bodies and independent lives, jobs, wives, children, homes and pets.

Many have said that our thoughts extend far beyond our personal energy field. This is the basis for collective consciousness, telepathy, clairvoyance, etc.

Throughout history various movements have peddled that various parts of our psyche were in control of us, operating autonomously against us. We were told to be fearful of being controlled by our sexuality, will, emotions, intellect, self/ego, shadow self, imagination, etc. There is no need to be fearful of any of these things. Those who are energetically savvy know it is highly effective to persuade us to remain at a very low frequency by being fearful of anything. It is even more potent to convince us to be fearful of PART of our psyche. Being fearful of part of us is highly disempowering if we can't even trust our self. It is impossible to attain any meaningful expansion of consciousness if one is distrustful of part of one’s self. This is one of the many pieces of past misinformation that are currently being tossed in the metaphysical waste bin as bunk.

no One here is "peddling" anything. i'm quite sure we're just trying to figure out what's going on in our heads. i do not believe myself to be a part of a fear mongering movement and my imaginary friends aren't autonomously against me nor are they seeking to sow fear and mistrust. they, in fact, work hard to gain my trust and quell my fears. it's not exactly them that i mistrust anyway. it's my own ability to be self deceptive that i mistrust. that i carry on internal conversations with Ids whose personalities (and gender) are so different from my own does cause me to fear for my sanity a bit. however, aside from the voices in my head i do not display any other symptoms of schizophrenia so i'm either mentally ill with some other imaginative disorder OR i'm in telepathic communication with people i've never met in their bodies.

this may be metaphysical bunk to you but i'm living an experience that i can't simply tossed into a waste bin.

Internal Queries
23-04-2011, 02:56 PM
ahhh..so it was a telepathic poke? :D


LOL did you think i used to walk up to strangers and poke them with my physical finger? there'd be no mystery why that kind of action would garner a hostile reaction.

it was indeed interesting, though, the different reactions i'd get from those strangers. some people wouldn't feel my mental poke at all, some would look at me with curiosity, a few (very few) would smile knowingly and others would feel threatened.

SunMist
24-04-2011, 03:52 AM
The problem is that each of us is an all powerful godly being. When there is a need to vent primitive feelings, I suggest that we learn how to do this in a kindly fashion.

I find it best to respect all our feelings as well as those of others.

Being composed in this way is a choice we make with our intentions to be that way. Then venting our feelings is in "kindness mode" instead of "hurtful mode".

Since we are always entangled with All That Is, being in "hurtful mode" is quite self destructive.

John

Thanks for replying John. I would ask though how does one be in "kindness mode" while enraged? For example, let's say you discovered someone you trusted had lied to you and stolen thousands of dollars from you. Wouldn't you feel any real anger toward this person? I agree that we do have a responsibility not to spew negative energy out into the world (no matter how justified!) but applying that to real life can be tricky.

John32241
24-04-2011, 01:43 PM
Thanks for replying John. I would ask though how does one be in "kindness mode" while enraged? For example, let's say you discovered someone you trusted had lied to you and stolen thousands of dollars from you. Wouldn't you feel any real anger toward this person? I agree that we do have a responsibility not to spew negative energy out into the world (no matter how justified!) but applying that to real life can be tricky.

That is an excellent question. I have posted a number of threads about my experiences dealing with this. The simple answer is you make the choice to do than and than seek advice on "how to do it" from your inner guidance.

The goal it to not get "enraged". When you reach that point you are out of control.

One of my best stories is about "Spiritual Deception".
http://www.telepathyacademy.net/forum/index.php?topic=16.0

There are a number of threads that have the year 1997 in them. That was a tough year for me. Those threads are best understood after reading about "My Story".
http://www.telepathyacademy.net/forum/index.php?topic=10.0

I have found ways to apply this concept to my "real life" circumstances. I can only suggest that you can do this as well.

John

Tindra
24-04-2011, 01:54 PM
no One here is "peddling" anything. i'm quite sure we're just trying to figure out what's going on in our heads. i do not believe myself to be a part of a fear mongering movement and my imaginary friends aren't autonomously against me nor are they seeking to sow fear and mistrust. they, in fact, work hard to gain my trust and quell my fears. it's not exactly them that i mistrust anyway. it's my own ability to be self deceptive that i mistrust. that i carry on internal conversations with Ids whose personalities (and gender) are so different from my own does cause me to fear for my sanity a bit. however, aside from the voices in my head i do not display any other symptoms of schizophrenia so i'm either mentally ill with some other imaginative disorder OR i'm in telepathic communication with people i've never met in their bodies.

this may be metaphysical bunk to you but i'm living an experience that i can't simply tossed into a waste bin.

I have "imaginary" friends and have had for some time. Some of them turned out to exist, and I eventually met two of them in real life, which was a blast. I am a skeptic, and am aware I might be deluding myself, but the evidence keeps piling up. I am closer friends with the ones that started out as "imaginary" than I could ever be with just anyone and the telepathic contact has remained strong. I wouldn't worry about it unless it causes disruptions that prevents you from functioning (study, make a living, have a relationship, etc.).

I worried about it in the past, that I was not being social and rejected people as friends and lovers who could never be as close to me as they are, and I worried that it was all in my head. I also worried about being ... nuts, but other than internal conversations I'm quite normal. It is not like I walk around talking out loud or display any behavior that would be considered out of the norm. I might seem a little distracted at times, as if I have a lot on my mind, but that's it. Even if it had been just internal conversations, and I would never have met any of them, the benefits far exceeded the downsides - I have rarely felt alone and I can have amazing internal conversations with them. I can spend time with acquaintances, go out and talk with strangers, but I rarely find anything that compares to the friendship I have with the people on my internal speed dial. I was elated to find out that some of these individuals exist. I think you will find your friends, if you want to. There is nothing better than having such an internal conversation and then talking with the person in real life and you can both continue where you left off; to have an impatient, "yeah, I already know let's continue" be the starting point.

Internal Queries
24-04-2011, 02:38 PM
I have "imaginary" friends and have had for some time. Some of them turned out to exist, and I eventually met two of them in real life, which was a blast. I am a skeptic, and am aware I might be deluding myself, but the evidence keeps piling up. I am closer friends with the ones that started out as "imaginary" than I could ever be with just anyone and the telepathic contact has remained strong. I wouldn't worry about it unless it causes disruptions that prevents you from functioning (study, make a living, have a relationship, etc.).

I worried about it in the past, that I was not being social and rejected people as friends and lovers who could never be as close to me as they are, and I worried that it was all in my head. I also worried about being ... nuts, but other than internal conversations I'm quite normal. It is not like I walk around talking out loud or display any behavior that would be considered out of the norm. I might seem a little distracted at times, as if I have a lot on my mind, but that's it. Even if it had been just internal conversations, and I would never have met any of them, the benefits far exceeded the downsides - I have rarely felt alone and I can have amazing internal conversations with them. I can spend time with acquaintances, go out and talk with strangers, but I rarely find anything that compares to the friendship I have with the people on my internal speed dial. I was elated to find out that some of these individuals exist. I think you will find your friends, if you want to. There is nothing better than having such an internal conversation and then talking with the person in real life and you can both continue where you left off; to have an impatient, "yeah, I already know let's continue" be the starting point.


thank you for the reassurance! the thing is ... i really shouldn't need to be reassured. a couple of decades ago my natural shielding virtually collapsed and i got whammed with a sudden unexpected flood of mental data. it was a huge struggle to rebuild my shielding and even then a few voices got through. so having already fallen down the rabbit hole i wandered around in Wonderland for awhile seeking to pinpoint for those persistant voices in their bodies. i did indeed track those people down and there was some instant recognition. one guy even apologized for being so inadverdently noisy.

so for nearly 2 decades my shields held and the only voice i heard in my head was my own blatherings. i had convinced myself that my whole trip to Wonderland had been a psychotic break, simply my imagination. i was now "normal". and then this past January ... "they" suddenly showed up, my imaginary friends, loud and clear and with projected visual and emotional accutriments. and i thought myself "oh no! i'm going nuts again!"

but since this time the contact is more orderly and seems to have a specific purpose i won't be wandering around the country trying to locate the bodies of these 2 (sometimes 3) gentlemen. this time ... they can come to me if physicality is of any importance.

**sigh** none the less, external verfication would be really nice.

SunMist
25-04-2011, 06:14 AM
I have found ways to apply this concept to my "real life" circumstances. I can only suggest that you can do this as well.

John

Thanks for the links John! I'll definitely read up and hope to learn from your experience.

SunMist
25-04-2011, 06:22 AM
.... a couple of decades ago my natural shielding virtually collapsed and i got whammed with a sudden unexpected flood of mental data. it was a huge struggle to rebuild my shielding and even then a few voices got through. .....

IQ, it sounds like you are having a very unusual lifetime! For what it's worth your description of what's happening sounds quite rational to me. What's that quote...there are more things in heaven and earth...I'm sure not quick to discount. I'm curious if you care to share what was it that caused your natural shielding to collapse? I'm interested in this because I find my efforts to increase shielding vs. increasing my ability to process what comes through seem to work in opposition to each other.

Also why was the guy who was "noisy" so noisy? Since he apologized he was clearly aware, but I wonder did he know why or ever have control over it?

Internal Queries
25-04-2011, 12:06 PM
IQ, it sounds like you are having a very unusual lifetime! For what it's worth your description of what's happening sounds quite rational to me. What's that quote...there are more things in heaven and earth...I'm sure not quick to discount. I'm curious if you care to share what was it that caused your natural shielding to collapse? I'm interested in this because I find my efforts to increase shielding vs. increasing my ability to process what comes through seem to work in opposition to each other.

Also why was the guy who was "noisy" so noisy? Since he apologized he was clearly aware, but I wonder did he know why or ever have control over it?


lol yeah and it's not getting any less weird.

while i'm not entirely sure why my shielding collapsed i suspect it was due to some experimentation with natural hallucinogens. it was a brief flirtation with such things and though it was an interesting experiment i didn't think much about it. i considered it on par with having had a lucid dream. however, my shields collapsed shortly thereafter (a month or so later) so i assume a delayed cause and effect.

the "noisy" guy's name is Robert. to tell the truth ... i didn't recognize him right away. i met him at a Rainbow gathering during a crystal meditation. the vibes are so high and heavy at those Rainbow gatherings that it's difficult to discern ones own vibe amid the amazing varieties of vibrational cross currents much less singling out the specific vibe of someOne else. it wasn't until after the gathering when i was hanging out at his NY City apartment, lounging on his couch listening to him talk and talk and talk that i recognized his voice for who he was. Robert is an unusal fellow. he's an actor and an paint medium artist. he has dwarfism and it's like Nature compensated him for his short stature with an impressive intellect. so i was laying there listening to his very long disseration on the nature of the psyche when it occurred to me that this was the voice in my head that would just never shut up. i jumped up, pointed at him and said "YOU! it's YOU whose been driving me nuts!" and we stared into each others eyes for a long silent pause and oops! his eyes grew wide and he knew to what i was referring. he recognized our (until then) hidden relationship and apologized profusely. we shared some very interesting thoughts both externally and internally. i think we both got better control over our psy talents by being in each others' physical company. Robert is one of the few people with whom i've had verified telepathic communications. we're still friends after all these years but only in an email once in a while kind of way.

I'm interested in this because I find my efforts to increase shielding vs. increasing my ability to process what comes through seem to work in opposition to each other.


care to elaborate on this?

BlueSky
25-04-2011, 12:28 PM
i need a lecturer so it might convince my alter ego to stop broadcasting.

It says in the bible........"Tis a wise man that can tame his tongue"

That always stood out to me.

The other thing that stood out to me was when God was describing Jobs character, it mentioned that he even could control his thoughts.

That took it to whole new level.

Its funny thinking back on this for me as there were so much positive influence from my bible days.

I think you will grow wiser and stronger and this problem will go away.
My best to you.....James

SunMist
25-04-2011, 10:54 PM
care to elaborate on this?

Very interesting about this Robert, that must have been an amazing moment when you figured it out...while I'm fascinated I have to say I hope to never experience that. I am distressed already by the level of what I pick up from those close to me and it's nowhere near what you deal with. It may not be realistic but I want my privacy back!

Elaborating on my catch-22...even back when my understanding was much less I knew that I was very affected by environments and other people's energies. I stumbled on meditation and discovered that it helped my energy get clearer and stronger in the face of the onslaught. Problem is that meditation caused my energies to refine even more and I became more receptive. I also ended up doing some 6th chakra (3rd eye) based meditations which also provided relief - but again made me even more sensitive. So things I do that refine my energy and help me get rid of stuff that doesn't belong also seems to increase how much I pick up. Hence the catch-22....

There are a few things that are exceptions to this like grounding in nature, physical activity, certain types of shielding. Still it's hardly ideal because I can't be hiking in nature 24 hours a day though that would probably solve my problems!

Internal Queries
26-04-2011, 02:59 AM
yeah. hmmm. i don't know what to tell ya. my defenses held for nearly 2 decades but those imaginary friends of mine got in somehow, slipped in on a vibe similarity, i suppose. i thought they were me and of course that's true. they are me but different aspects of "me" ... if ya catch my drift. i don't know how to protect against such closeness. it's like trying to get away from ones own skin. i'm guessing it's similar for you with your beloved ones, the mixing, melding and overlapping of character harmonics making it possible for you to hear and feel their hearts and minds and making it seemingly impossible not to.

have you tried that "white light" method? i've come to an accord with my imaginary friends so i'm not trying get rid of them anymore. but the "white light" thing might work for you. you know, a simple blanket protection kind of concept, active visualization creating an energy field.

SunMist
27-04-2011, 05:28 AM
Hi IQ, yep I've done white light and many other types of shielding and it does work to a degree. It does help if I keep a sharp enough focus on it, but it's hard not to revert to a natural state eventually. My experience is best described as clairempathy though there's some telepathy in there too - mostly subconscious thank God. I've found a number of techniques that help for a bit, just nothing that's a cure. I'm glad you've found a way to find your situation beneficial though - I bet you must be an unusual soul to have such unique circumstances.

mattie
27-04-2011, 07:43 AM
no One here is "peddling" anything.

The comment about 'peddling' refers to various movements that have tried to persuade us to be fearful about various parts of our self.
Are you speaking for all site members by stating ‘no One here?’

i'm quite sure we're just trying to figure out what's going on in our heads. i do not believe myself to be a part of a fear mongering movement ...

You seem to be taking my statement very personally.

it's my own ability to be self deceptive that i mistrust. that i carry on internal conversations with Ids whose personalities (and gender) are so different from my own does cause me to fear for my sanity a bit.

You can move past this self distrust if you choose to do so.

... however, aside from the voices in my head i do not display any other symptoms of schizophrenia so i'm either mentally ill with some other imaginative disorder OR i'm in telepathic communication with people i've never met in their bodies.

You can edit who is in contact w/ you if you desire to do so as far as separate entities. Being energetically sensitive doesn’t require us to be an open conduit.

Vetting Nonphysical Entities-
http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showthread.php?p=156097&posted=1#post156097

this may be metaphysical bunk to you but i'm living an experience that i can't simply tossed into a waste bin.

My statement wasn’t directed at your personally. If you apply it to your situation, this is your choice.

We all have our own POVs. What is the truth to us is relative to where we are in our journey. If we have not moved into TRUSTing self then self doubt is, of course, very real to us.

Just as you insist that your experience is very real for you, & I’m sure that it is, you might consider extending the same right to others' that others’ experiences & POVs are equally.

Internal Queries
27-04-2011, 12:25 PM
The comment about 'peddling' refers to various movements that have tried to persuade us to be fearful about various parts of our self.
Are you speaking for all site members by stating ‘no One here?’

many pardons, please. i misunderstood. i thought you meant the folks here were "peddling".

You seem to be taking my statement very personally.

yeah, because i misunderstood what you meant.


You can move past this self distrust if you choose to do so.

working on it.

You can edit who is in contact w/ you if you desire to do so as far as separate entities. Being energetically sensitive doesn’t require us to be an open conduit.

well, hmmm. yeah, my imaginary friends and i do edit each other sometimes. like, self disparaging or self destructive thoughts are discouraged. if a run on of such thoughts occurs the vibe is noted before it gets blanked out and an exploratory is performed to discover the source.

Vetting Nonphysical Entities-
http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showthread.php?p=156097&posted=1#post156097

thanks. i'll check that out.

My statement wasn’t directed at your personally. If you apply it to your situation, this is your choice.

We all have our own POVs. What is the truth to us is relative to where we are in our journey. If we have not moved into TRUSTing self then self doubt is, of course, very real to us.

i have a really good imagination and i know i can be self deceiving. i simply don't want to believe in something that isn't true, isn't real. however, it appears these guys don't need me to believe in them or their fancy psy project in order for me to be of use. the work goes on whether i believe or not. lol

Just as you insist that your experience is very real for you, & I’m sure that it is, you might consider extending the same right to others' that others’ experiences & POVs are equally.

i didn't seek to censor you. i merely disagreed with you. of course, much of my disagreement with you was based in a misunderstanding of what you meant.

Internal Queries
27-04-2011, 12:34 PM
Hi IQ, yep I've done white light and many other types of shielding and it does work to a degree. It does help if I keep a sharp enough focus on it, but it's hard not to revert to a natural state eventually. My experience is best described as clairempathy though there's some telepathy in there too - mostly subconscious thank God. I've found a number of techniques that help for a bit, just nothing that's a cure. I'm glad you've found a way to find your situation beneficial though - I bet you must be an unusual soul to have such unique circumstances.


gee, SunMist ... i don't know if there's such a thing as a "cure" for being what one is. i mean, other than going to a shrink and getting a prescription for some mind numbing drugs, which is not something i'd advocate unless one were truly tormented. being sensitive can make ya feel crazy but it isn't crazy in and of itself.

my circumstance may be unique now but more and more people (such as yourself) are finding themselves in a similar circumstance. what an exciting time to be manifesting as a human!