flowereye
12-02-2011, 03:40 PM
I think I'm receiving (channeling?) the thoughts of people around me.
Some recent incidents have made me come to the conclusion that not all of my worries are my own.
It both bothers me and annoys me. It's very counter productive to have others' negative energy hold you back when you yourself want to move forward.
I've described two recent episodes below.
What do you think? Just a coincidence? I'm really in tune with body language (as in good at reading it) so these incidents might not even have anything to do with spirituality. Or what?
I'm so confused and I just want peace and quiet!
Episodes:
Incident 1:
A while ago I was having a sleep over at my friend's.
I couldn't fall asleep because I kept worrying about my parents dying and that sort of stuff. I normally don't worry about this.
In the morning I told my friend. She told me that that's one of her greatest fears and something she spends a lot of time thinking about.
Incident 2:
Recently I've been receiving (now sure if that's the proper term) the thoughts of one of my family members (whom I live with). Her thoughts are semi-destructive and very black. Like a black smog. Not like she's depressed, but more like her thoughts and energy is very heavy.
She's currently very preoccupied with boys. Not being with them, but rather worrying about finding a husband soon-ish. She hasn't told me directly, but it's obvious that this is 1 of the 2 things that are on her mind these days.
I'm older than her (by a few years) and of course I think about finding a bf/husband at some point (I think everybody does), but I've never been preoccupied by it, until recently.
I suddenly started fretting real bad that I'd never find a mate, and I even signed up for a dating site. The next day I got freaked out by my rash behavior and deleted my dating profile.
Now I'm back to normal thinking of "when it happens, it happens".
Some recent incidents have made me come to the conclusion that not all of my worries are my own.
It both bothers me and annoys me. It's very counter productive to have others' negative energy hold you back when you yourself want to move forward.
I've described two recent episodes below.
What do you think? Just a coincidence? I'm really in tune with body language (as in good at reading it) so these incidents might not even have anything to do with spirituality. Or what?
I'm so confused and I just want peace and quiet!
Episodes:
Incident 1:
A while ago I was having a sleep over at my friend's.
I couldn't fall asleep because I kept worrying about my parents dying and that sort of stuff. I normally don't worry about this.
In the morning I told my friend. She told me that that's one of her greatest fears and something she spends a lot of time thinking about.
Incident 2:
Recently I've been receiving (now sure if that's the proper term) the thoughts of one of my family members (whom I live with). Her thoughts are semi-destructive and very black. Like a black smog. Not like she's depressed, but more like her thoughts and energy is very heavy.
She's currently very preoccupied with boys. Not being with them, but rather worrying about finding a husband soon-ish. She hasn't told me directly, but it's obvious that this is 1 of the 2 things that are on her mind these days.
I'm older than her (by a few years) and of course I think about finding a bf/husband at some point (I think everybody does), but I've never been preoccupied by it, until recently.
I suddenly started fretting real bad that I'd never find a mate, and I even signed up for a dating site. The next day I got freaked out by my rash behavior and deleted my dating profile.
Now I'm back to normal thinking of "when it happens, it happens".